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The life and work of St. Paul

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CONDITION OF THE CHDECH AT CORINTH. 377<br />

as matters <strong>of</strong> perfect indifference, now required an intense effort to resist <strong>and</strong><br />

overcome, <strong>and</strong> every failure, so far from being at the worst a venial weakness,<br />

involved the agonies <strong>of</strong> remorse <strong>and</strong> shame. And when they remembered the<br />

superficially brighter <strong>and</strong> easier lives which they had spent while they were<br />

yet pagans ;* when they daily witnessed how much sin there might bo with so<br />

when they felt the burdens <strong>of</strong> their <strong>life</strong> doubled, <strong>and</strong><br />

little apparent sorrow ;<br />

those earthly pleasures which they had once regarded as its only alleviations<br />

rendered impossible or wrong while as yet they were unable to realise the<br />

exquisite consolation <strong>of</strong> Christian joy <strong>and</strong> Cliristian hope they were tempted<br />

either to relapse altogether, or to listen with avidity to any teacher whose<br />

doctrines, if logically developed, might help to relax the stringency <strong>of</strong> their<br />

sacred obligations. While <strong>Paul</strong> was with them they were comparatively safe.<br />

<strong>The</strong> noble tyranny <strong>of</strong> his personal influence acted on them like a spell <strong>and</strong><br />

;<br />

with his presence to elevate, his words to inspire, his example to encourage<br />

them, they felt it more easy to fling away all that was lower <strong>and</strong> viler, because<br />

they could realise their right to what was higher <strong>and</strong> holier. But when he<br />

had been so long away when they were daily living in the great wicked<br />

streets, among the cunning, crowded merchants, in sight <strong>and</strong> hearing <strong>of</strong><br />

everything which could quench spiritual aspirations <strong>and</strong> kindle carnal desires;<br />

when the gay, common <strong>life</strong> went on around them, <strong>and</strong> the chariot-wheels <strong>of</strong> the<br />

Lord were still afar it was hardly wonderful if the splendid vision began to<br />

fade. <strong>The</strong> lustral water <strong>of</strong> Baptism had been sprinkled on their foreheads;<br />

they fed on the Sacrament <strong>of</strong> the Body <strong>and</strong> Blood <strong>of</strong> Christ ; but, alas ! Corinth<br />

was not heaven, <strong>and</strong> the prose <strong>of</strong> daily <strong>life</strong> followed on the poetry <strong>of</strong> their<br />

first enthusiasm, <strong>and</strong> it was difficult to realise that, for them, those living<br />

streets might be daily brightened with manna dews. <strong>The</strong>ir condition was like<br />

the pause <strong>and</strong> sigh <strong>of</strong> Lot's wife, as, amid the sulphurous storm, she gazed<br />

back on the voluptuous ease <strong>of</strong> the City <strong>of</strong> the Plain. Might they no longer<br />

taste <strong>of</strong> the plentiful Syssiiia on some festive day ? Might they not walk at<br />

twilight in the laughing bridal procession, <strong>and</strong> listen to the mirthful jest ?<br />

Might they not watch the Hieroduli dance at some lovely festival in the Tem-<br />

ples <strong>of</strong> Acrocorinth ? Was all <strong>life</strong> to be hedged in for them with thorny<br />

scruples ? Were they to gaze henceforth in dreaming phantasy, not upon<br />

bright faces <strong>of</strong> youthful deities, garl<strong>and</strong>ed with rose <strong>and</strong> hyacinth, but on the<br />

marred visage <strong>of</strong> One who was crowned with thorns ? Oh, it was hard to<br />

hard to remember that now they were delivered<br />

choose the kingdom <strong>of</strong> God ;<br />

out <strong>of</strong> the l<strong>and</strong> <strong>of</strong> Egypt ; hard for their enervation to breathe the eager <strong>and</strong><br />

difficult air <strong>of</strong> the pure wilderness. It was hard to give up the coarse <strong>and</strong><br />

near for the immaterial <strong>and</strong> the far ; hard not to lust after the reeking fleshpots,<br />

<strong>and</strong> not to loathe the light angel food ; hard to give up the purple wine<br />

In the brimming goblet for the cold water from the spiritual rock ; hard to<br />

.<br />

l " In the young pagan world<br />

Men deified the beautiful, the glad,<br />

<strong>The</strong> strong, the boastful, <strong>and</strong> it came to nought ;<br />

We have raised pain <strong>and</strong> Borrow into heaven " (Athelv/old).

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