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Tragic Morning<br />
Trees on the edge of town reached up and scratched the<br />
sky. The sky screamed. Rain fell like linen in the window. I walked<br />
in the cemetery on the hill. Lights from town filled the valley with<br />
thin light. I sat amongst the tombstones with the dead. I wondered<br />
about them, what they thought, what they did. I let them run their<br />
fingers along the edges of my flesh.<br />
I wondered about death. Not enough to kill myself, but<br />
enough to get close, to hear the voices, to see the faces. Sometimes,<br />
I took too many pills and floated in the room waiting for someone<br />
to come lead me away. No one ever came.<br />
I lit a cigarette and started down the hill. The asphalt road<br />
glittered in the winter night like crushed glass. A car rolled by,<br />
music echoing from the windows. I walked, and the town rose over<br />
me with its sharp edges and hard planes.<br />
Sunrise was more than two hours away. School would<br />
open, and I’d have to go back to pretending that I wasn’t the crazy,<br />
fat girl. I’d have to pretend that I was invisible while everyone<br />
stared at me.<br />
Cars filled the streets. People were going to work or<br />
coming home. Fog and mist haloed their lights. I was all wrapped<br />
up in my head. I stepped off the curb and then it happened. <strong>First</strong>,<br />
the horn hit me. Loud. Futile. Then the bumper. It felt as if the<br />
world twisted for a moment. I looked up and the sky looked back. I<br />
didn’t know what had happened. Suddenly, faces loomed over me.<br />
They looked scared. They were pale and narrow in the light from<br />
the streetlamps.<br />
“Are you okay?” people asked.<br />
“Can you move?”<br />
I tried to move, the pain blinded me. My leg throbbed, and<br />
my hands stung. Something warm ran from my nose. Darkness<br />
fluttered at the edges of everything. I tried to move again, and it