Becoming America - An Exploration of American Literature from Precolonial to Post-Revolution, 2018a

BECOMING AMERICA
REVOLUTIONARY AND EARLY NATIONAL PERIOD LITERATURE
my bark was set aoat, without compass or sail. The world into which I was about
to enter, was untried and unknown, and though I could consent to prot by the
guidance I was unwilling to rely on the support of others.
This topic being nearest my heart, I frequently introduced into conversation
with my friend; but on this subject he always allowed himself to be led by me, while
on all others, he was zealous to point the way. To every scheme that I proposed he
was sure to cause objections. All the liberal professions were censured as perverting
the understanding, by giving scope to the sordid motive of gain, or embuing the
mind with erroneous principles. Skill was slowly obtained, and success, though
integrity and independence must be given for it, dubious and instable. The
mechanical trades were equally obnoxious; they were vitious by contributing to
the spurious gratications of the rich and multiplying the objects of luxury; they
were destruction to the intellect and vigor of the artizan; they enervated his frame
and brutalized his mind.
When I pointed out to him the necessity of some species of labour, he tacitly
admitted that necessity, but refused to direct me in the choice of a pursuit, which
though not free from defect should yet have the fewest inconveniences. He dwelt
on the fewness of our actual wants, the temptations which attend the possession of
wealth, the benets of seclusion and privacy, and the duty of unfettering our minds
from the prejudices which govern the world.
His discourse tended merely to unsettle my views and increase my perplexity.
This eect was so uniform that I at length desisted from all allusions to this theme
and endeavoured to divert my own reections from it. When our voyage should
be nished, and I should actually tread this new stage, I believed that I should be
better qualied to judge of the measures to be taken by me.
At length we reached Belfast. From thence we immediately repaired to Dublin.
I was admitted as a member of his family. When I expressed my uncertainty as
to the place to which it would be proper for me to repair, he gave me a blunt but
cordial invitation to his house. My circumstances allowed me no option and I
readily complied. My attention was for a time engrossed by a diversied succession
of new objects. Their novelty however disappearing, left me at liberty to turn my
eyes upon myself and my companion, and here my reections were supplied with
abundant food.
His house was spacious and commodious, and furnished with profusion and
elegance. A suit of apartments was assigned to me, in which I was permitted to
reign uncontroled and access was permitted to a well furnished library. My food
was furnished in my own room, prepared in the manner which I had previously
directed. Occasionally Ludloe would request my company to breakfast, when an
hour was usually consumed in earnest or sprightly conversation. At all other times
he was invisible, and his apartments, being wholly separate from mine, I had no
opportunity of discovering in what way his hours were employed.
He defended this mode of living as being most compatible with liberty. He
delighted to expatiate on the evils of cohabitation. Men, subjected to the same
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