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10. Dad would say that everything in my 10. S's father predicted that her life would<br />

life would end up a disaster.<br />

be disastrous.<br />

11. I was just being there, they were 11. S's experience of parenting consisted<br />

looking after me andfeeding me, and that's of mere physical proVIsIon, with a<br />

it. There was no relationship, no love. conspIcuoUS absence of loving maternal<br />

Their house wasn't a loving house. My care.<br />

mom didn't give us hugs and kisses, she<br />

would never say, "I love you ", or things<br />

like that. You were fed and that's it. There<br />

was no personal care.<br />

12. When I went to netball I had to 12. S struggle to provide for herself<br />

struggle myself to get money, and to buy materially, as her parents were more<br />

my clothes because mom and dad weren't interested in meeting the needs of her highinterested,<br />

they were only interested in my achieving brothers.<br />

brothers because they also got colours for<br />

everything.<br />

13. So I had to fight since I was small for 13. S experienced her childhood to be a<br />

a place in the world I had to struggle for competitive struggle for survival.<br />

everything.<br />

14. The only relationship I hadwas with my 14. S's grandmother provided her with her<br />

grandmother. I could trust her with only loving and trustworthy relationship.<br />

everything. At that stage she was like my<br />

mom, she would help me get money if I<br />

needed something. She'd say, "We'll make<br />

a plan".<br />

15. When I got Transvaal and National 15 While S's parents affirmed her brothers'<br />

colours it wasn't a big thing in his life. At sporting accomplishments, they did not<br />

that stage I was in standard two, and in acknowledge her own.<br />

the papers and everything. They always<br />

used to cut everything out related to my<br />

brothers, but notfor me.<br />

16. I thought, "I'll show them". Every 16. When physical injury restricted S's<br />

time something happened, I broke my arm sporting aspirations, her efforts to gain<br />

and hurt my knee, and couldn't get further. parental recognition through scholastic<br />

I thought, "now I'm going to show them", excellence also went unnoticed.<br />

and studied very hard to get the highest<br />

marks. It didn't help.<br />

17. When it came out I couldn't accept it, I 17. After initial disbelief, S's discovery of<br />

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