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While angry with his parents, S<br />

used his demonic powers to attempt<br />

to harm or kill them by causing<br />

various accidents to happen to them.<br />

I am so powerful that I can harm or kill my<br />

hated parents from afar by causing accidents<br />

to befall them. [Destructive fantasy in which<br />

S is convinced that his thoughts are magically<br />

realized in the external world].<br />

Omnipotent. Hatred Hated parental I 44,136<br />

objects.<br />

S's perceived biological mother, who IThe real mother, the only person to have loved I Hopeless.<br />

lived close to him, was allegedly me, has been taken from me and killed.<br />

abducted and sacrificed by<br />

Satanists, leaving S feeling numb<br />

and withdrawn.<br />

Emotional IDead good 1 57,58,61,<br />

numbness a maternal object. 63<br />

defense<br />

against grief,<br />

despair.<br />

S's satanic life-style caused visible<br />

physical deterioration, and left him<br />

feeling cold, emotionally numb, and<br />

lifeless.<br />

Satanism is draining me ofenergy and feeling, I Empty, lifeless.<br />

and I have little left inside me. [Fantasy of<br />

being consumed from within by bad internal<br />

objects].<br />

Emotionally<br />

blunted.<br />

Consuming bad<br />

internal objects.<br />

140, 146<br />

S, experiencing his body to be a<br />

hated physical restriction, neglected<br />

his physical needs, and consequently<br />

became sick and exhausted.<br />

My body and it's needs set physical<br />

limitations on my satanic aspirations. I will<br />

ignore bodily needs, and live a disembodied<br />

existence.<br />

Idealized image of I Frustration<br />

a disembodied<br />

self.<br />

Body as hated<br />

limitation.<br />

141<br />

S's demonic spirit assumed all IMy possessing spirit has taken control of my I Powerless.<br />

control ofS's body.<br />

body away from me. [Subjugation of bodyselfto<br />

the destructive subpersonality].<br />

Anxiety. Controlling I 145<br />

internal demonic<br />

presence.<br />

[Destructive<br />

subpersonality] .<br />

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