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creche for three months before nursing, unremitting stress of striving for more<br />

and the guy caught me out. I couldn't get power, and fighting others for contested<br />

proper drugs, I would shoot anything to get satanic status.<br />

a bit of a high ... pinks, spirits, or take<br />

Histalix Cough Syrup, capsules, or even<br />

inhale aerosol. You feel really bad when<br />

you come down from there. It's like you try<br />

running away through any means<br />

available.<br />

98. If I couldn't get anything to inject 98. In the absence of injectable substances<br />

myself with I'd just draw some of my own S would derive emotional gratification from<br />

blood and squirt it against the wall. I don't drawing her own blood, squirting and<br />

know. Bloodplays a very important role in drinking it.<br />

Satanism, and it was just nice seeing my<br />

own blood, and drinking it. Drinking it<br />

would make me feel emotional things,<br />

sometimes I would feel high and good I<br />

dunno ... perverted<br />

99. One day my mom came in there and 99. S's mother refused to acknowledge S's<br />

saw me with a syringe of blood They just bizarre behaviour of drawing her own<br />

tried to put the incident away and not think blood.<br />

ofit.<br />

What was it like for you to come out ofSatanism?<br />

Natural meanine units<br />

Central themes<br />

100. Satan lies ... People say Satan is 100. Other people's refusal to acknowledge<br />

nothing, and I didn't know where to go. I Satan's reality intensified S's fear and<br />

was scared<br />

uncertainty about where to seek help.<br />

101. I knew God could be a way out, but I 101. S suspected, but could not be certain,<br />

wasn't sure, not totally.<br />

that God might be able to free her from<br />

Satanism.<br />

102. But they prayedfor me, and I had to 102. Upon being prayed for by Christians S<br />

invite Jesus into my heart, and then they invited Jesus into her, thereby displacing the<br />

got the demon out, and I had to say, "I erstwhile controlling demon, and<br />

don't give you authority in my life any ceremonially preventing his re-entry.<br />

more. I'm shutting the door now and<br />

you're not coming back".<br />

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