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serious (laughs).<br />

83. After a long time, about two months 83. S noticed that his possessing demons had<br />

later, I started noticing that the demons had not left him, but caused him headaches,<br />

not left me. They were still there. When I nausea, and discomforting visions whenever<br />

was in church, or praying at home, I got he worshipped God.<br />

severe headaches, nausea; strange visions.<br />

Could you tell me about the visions?<br />

Natural meanin2 units<br />

84. I would be wide awake, you know, and<br />

suddenly I would see, as if it was really<br />

happening, my facing becoming like an<br />

animal's, with hair growing out ofit ... like<br />

a werewolf It was frightening, I can tell<br />

you that.<br />

Central themes<br />

84. S experienced frightening images of his<br />

face being transformed into an animal's face.<br />

85. I'd also see Jesus being taken from the 85. S also saw images of Jesus' body being<br />

grave, thieves stealing Jesus.<br />

stolen from his grave.<br />

86. Sometimes I just wanted to shout,<br />

scream. I couldn't control that feeling. I felt<br />

scared, you know, that people would look on<br />

me as a madman, swearing andshouting.<br />

87. I mentioned this to my pastor one<br />

morning in a five o'clock prayer meeting.<br />

He and the other members of the church<br />

started to cast out the demons. I can't<br />

remember much, but I can remember being<br />

very frightened, because when... when they<br />

... they started to pray and call the demons<br />

out, my whole body started twisting,<br />

wriggling and moving about Violently. They<br />

had to hold me down. I honestly thought I<br />

was going to die. Really. I thought I was<br />

going to die.<br />

88. By eight o'clock, I was totally clean. I<br />

knew I was clean because in the middle of<br />

my stomach ... there in my stomach it felt<br />

like an empty space. It was so empty that it<br />

felt like it was sucking.<br />

86. S experienced uncontrollable<br />

compulsions to shout and swear, and felt<br />

afraid that others would perceive him to be<br />

Insane.<br />

87. When Christians began to cast out his<br />

demons, S experienced the terrifYing<br />

conviction that he was dying, as his body<br />

twisted and convulsed uncontrollably.<br />

88. S felt completely cleansed of demonic<br />

presence when he experienced a sensation of<br />

emptiness in his abdomen.<br />

89. I was so happy not to have demons in my 89. The relief at having the demons evicted<br />

body, and this helped me, you know, to from inside his body motivated S to invite<br />

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