THE PSYCHOLOGY OF SATANIC CULT INVOLVEMENT: AN ...

affectionate voice, but its not a hard-type voice
either. It is approachable.
62. Satan said to me, after I had stabbed my
daddy, and I was sitting in the hospital and
they were rolling my father in to be operated
on. He said to me, "I can give you power over
life and death and other people's lives. You
can have the power to either spare their lives
and let them live or you can destroy them and
send them to hell where they all belong, and
they will never come back". He would actually
do that through me. That was the power of
"sanctioning" people.
62. After B stabbed his father Satan spoke to
him and offered him the power of killing or
sparing the lives ofothers.
63. I felt a powerful sense ofcontrol andpride,
exhilaration and power over life and death,
confidence and assurance that I had no fear of
people, and that I could hurt and kill anyone I
wanted to andget away with it.
63. B's responded to Satan's offer with the
exhilarating conviction that he was
invulnerable, had omnipotent control over
others, and could destroy them with
impunity.
64. The foundation was laid in my life and I
thought it was the normal, natural thing. Later
I found out that most Satanists have never seen
Satan.
64. B took his extraordinary power and
personal relationship with Satan for granted..
65. I was a mixed up sort ofSatanist, you know.
I hatedpolice, but we used them. We would get
things on the police and frame them, to force
them ...
65. Despite his hatred of the police B
retained contact with them by manipulating
and blackmailing them.
66. You know police are very Promiscuous
people ... I still don't like police, 1 despise them
with a passion. They're the ugliest, filthiest
human beings, bunch ofSatanist pigs that have
walked the face of this earth. I get very
emotional when I think about these cops, I still
66. B despises police officers, perceiving
them as evil, prormscuous people who
exploit their power and authority in order to
abuse others.
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