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74. It's affected my sister ... she's just now for<br />

the first time in her life been able to have a<br />

child... she's 35years old<br />

74. B is aware that his sister was emotionally<br />

affected by the paternal abuse, and has only<br />

recently been able to have a child ofher own.<br />

75. AndI've got a son, 17, who I've only seen a<br />

few years ofhis life. I'm biologically his daddy<br />

but I'm not a father to him. Look at what<br />

happened, look at what it's caused<br />

75. B blames his experience of paternal<br />

abuse for his estrangement from his own son,<br />

and self-perceived failure as a father.<br />

76. And the only thing I can do now is to break<br />

the chain. The Bible says the sins ofthe father<br />

are visited upon the son up until the third or<br />

fourth generation. Before I came to the Lord,<br />

the last thing Satan said to me, that really<br />

made an impact on me; he said "When your son<br />

gets old enough" - and I didn't even know the<br />

scripture then - he said to me in an audible<br />

voice, "I'm going to cause your son to do to you<br />

what you did to your father, and what your<br />

daddy did to his daddy".<br />

76. Powerless to change the past, B IS<br />

detennined to break the established chain of<br />

generational parricidal violence which Satan<br />

threatened to effect in B's own relationship<br />

with his son.<br />

77. And it was the truth, cause when daddy was<br />

a young man he came home drunk one night<br />

and jumped into bed with his mother and<br />

father, with a gun, and they had a damn shootout<br />

in bed<br />

My father was shot in the chest.<br />

And 1 thought even though these were spirits<br />

talking, this was reality, cos what this thing<br />

saidto me was the truth. That's what hapPened<br />

to me at the age of14.<br />

77. The fact that B's father was shot and<br />

wounded in a violent altercation with his<br />

own father convinced B that the satanicallyinspired<br />

pattern of generational father-son<br />

violence was a reality.<br />

78. I was given a spiritual name, Angel Heart,<br />

20 years ago. Angel Heart was a reaper. The<br />

book ofRevelations says that God has reapers,<br />

and that one angel killed 300 000 Assyrians,<br />

and carried a sword A sword is a symbol of<br />

78. As a Satanist B's assassin role, which he<br />

believes Satan assigned to him ID<br />

adolescence, led him to identify with a great<br />

mythological warrior-angel<br />

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