THE PSYCHOLOGY OF SATANIC CULT INVOLVEMENT: AN ...

choice I hadever had to make in my life.
107. It was at this point that I realised that
all the powers I had at my disposal were
evil, and that to be saved I would have to
give them up and face the consequences,
relying totally on the Lord to protect me.
108. This led to the worst torment I had
ever been through - spiritually, mentally,
and socially. Satan and his demons turned
on me and destroyed my life, as they
realised that if they didn't act now and
destroy my faith - or even kill me - they
would lose me to God.
109. What they did to me very nearly cost
me my life, as I was left in a quivering,
totally broken mess on the bedroom floor,
ready to blow my head offwith a friend's
.45 Magnum.
110. The details of this are extremely
painful to recall, but I feel it's necessary
for me to talk about ihem so that Satan's
cruel, totally evil nature may be revealed.
111. I pray with all my heart, mind and
soul that this will be an eye-opener to
everyone who hears my story, that they will
come and repent and commit their life to
Jesus Christ and be born again,
renouncing all the evil in their lives in the
name ofJesus.
112. I started going to church and
attending P's home cell. And I totally
renounced Satan and all his demons, and
decided to stop using my demonic powers
altogether.
113. Unfortunately, I still had very little
knowledge of the power of Jesus and the
Holy Spirit, and was trying to do it on my
own stren~h.
107. S realised that if he were to be saved
by God he would have to relinquish his evil
supernatural powers and rely solely on God
to protect him from Satan's wrath.
108. S's decision to renounce his
supernatural powers resulted in extreme
torment, as the satanic forces attempted to
destroy him rather than lose him to God.
109. Demonic persecution resulted in S's
extreme psychological decompensation, to
the point where he contemplated suicide.
110. Although recalling the details of his
psychic disintegration was painful to S, he
felt obliged to express them in order to
expose Satan's cruel and evil nature.
111. S prays that his story will be a
revelation to others, and that they will
renounce evil and commit their lives to
God.
112. S renounced every aspect of his
previous satanic life, and involved himself in
church activities.
113. S uncertain God's power, relied on his
own resources to distance himself from
satanic influence.
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