THE PSYCHOLOGY OF SATANIC CULT INVOLVEMENT: AN ...

ever have, whoever I belonged to.
I denied
God.
165. Later on I told God, ''If you promise me
that I won't become like those other assholes
out there, who call themselves Christians, then
I'll serve you, follow you".
165. B agreed to serve God on condition
that B would not become like the Christians
he despised.
166. 'Cos I don't like those people - I used to
smash them in the face, I used to hit them when
they came up to me.
166. B felt so much aggression for Christians
that he used to physically assault them when
they approached him.
167. And you know what He said, He said,
"Son, I don't want you to become like them
either". Hey, that impressed me, man. I knew
He was real. He knew what was going on out
there.
167. B was impressed by God's assurance
that He too did not want B to become like
the Christians he resented.
168. I can still feel him down inside here, He's 168. B identifies God as the tenderness he
that tender part ... He is the tenderness inside feels inside himself
me.
169. You can imagine what I was like before 169. B claims to have softened considerably
the Lord came into my life. You think I'm since God entered his life.
rough now, I'm not rough at all, compared to
what I used to be.
170. But I don't back down for anybody. I'm 170. B claims that, unlike the spineless
not one of these jellyfish-type Christians. If a Christians around him, he refuses to be
guy thinks he can take me on, let him take me intimidated and is ready to defend himself
on.
against any human attack.
171. I'm still alive. I've been doing it since I 171. B defiantly asserts his invulnerability
was about fourteen years old, and nobody has and will to survive.
got to me yet. And ifI've lasted this long I'll
last the rest ofthe way.
172. I like to think of God like that. He's a 172. B imagines God to possess masculine
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