THE PSYCHOLOGY OF SATANIC CULT INVOLVEMENT: AN ...

4. This led to more game playing and I
realised I cauld do quite a lot with this
because we had a spirit called Mick, and
we cauld ask Mick anything. Sometimes he
wauld even help us with exam questions,
and it was fun for a while until he decided
this was now it, he'd been helping us
enaugh.
35. The girl who had led the whole thing
was a Satanist, a real Satanist, her parents
were high priests - her mom was a witch.
36. One night they said to me "We're
going to play a real game". I had a budgie
in my room because we were allowed to
have pets. And one night I just bit his
head off, and everyone was roaring
because it was so funny.
37. It was a long time before I cauld get
involved For three months I wauld just
play and play, until they asked me if I
wanted to get involvedfor real. I knew they
were involved
38. I really wanted to go into this because
it gives you so much power, and so many
things you didn't have.
39. So they let me on a three month trial
basis, to see if I could keep secrets and
things like that. They don't let anyone get
involved., that is the reason for the trial
period It also gives yau time to think if
yau really want to get involved
40. I was a skivvy, a little slave, I wasn't
allowed to take part in anything until I was
initiated I was a messenger, I had to give
messages about coven meetings, things like
that, because they don't meet at the same
place, they move around
34. Further occult exploration convinced S
that she could enlist supernatural entities for
practical purposes.
35. The girl who directed the occult
exploration was a Satanist.
36. S was incited to kill her pet bird, an
action considered amusing by the group.
37. S continued her occult game
involvement while waiting for an invitation
to become involved in Satanism.
38. S was desirous of satanic involvement
because she craved power, and other
previously unattainable things.
39. S underwent a trial period of satanic
involvement to assess her suitability and
motivation.
40. In the trial period S was not permitted
to participate in satanic ceremonies, but was
assigned menial errands.
41. When I passed that test they said I had 41. A further prerequisite for S's satanic
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