THE PSYCHOLOGY OF SATANIC CULT INVOLVEMENT: AN ...

pure. It was like time stood still ... you can't divine purity.
put this into words.
Waves ofpure light shot
out from hisface and body.
152. He was gently, soft and approachable. 152. B felt drawn to the soft and gentle
He didn't drive me away but drew me to him
figure of Christ by the pure white light
with pulsating bursts of transparent, clear, emitted from His body.
laser-beam, dispersing into a spectrum, not
different colours, butjustpure white. At the tip
end ofeach reay oflight coming out His body,
shot out another soft ray oflight, and then from
tip-end of another one and so on ... pure,
blinding light ... but it didn't blind me.
153. I was physically there, I didn't leave my 153. Christ's presence was so tangible that B
body. I touched myself, and I even reached out unsuccessfully attempted to touch the figure.
to touch him. You couldn't touch him, but he
was tangible, the atmosphere the Lord's
presence created around us in the room was
tangible and could be seen, and looked like it
could be touched.
154. The cloud we were in felt like balls of 154. B felt himself to be enveloped in a soft
cotton wool.
cloud.
155. I was conscious ofthe fact that there was 155. B felt aware ofthe complete absence of
no presence ofdarkness, evil, or consciousness sin or evil around them.
ofsin, around me or us.
156. I felt at home, comfortable. I was happy 156. B felt a sense of happiness and "atfor
the first time in my life.
homeness" for the first time in his life.
157. He sought me out, and while my sin
abounded His grace did much more abound. It
blew me away, I couldn't believe it.
157. B was awed by the realisation that
Christ had sought him out and vanquished
his sin with a more powerful grace.
158. It was at that stage that I realised who was
strongest. He didn't have to rebuke Satan, He
didn't have to rebuke the anflel ofdeath. I was
158. B was struck by the realisation that
Christ was stronger than Satan and B's own
destructiveness.
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