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thought "It can't be". I was crying, full of her adoption initiated aggressive rebellion<br />

aggression andrebellion. I wanted to show and the desire to avenge her father's abuse<br />

them, I wanted to get them back. I'm not and exploitation ofher.<br />

even their kid and dad's beating me up.<br />

He's using me, things like that.<br />

18. That's when I started becoming the 18. S ceased her academic striving, and<br />

worst kid I could possibly be. I started consciously embraced the deviant behaviour<br />

smoking, I didn't study, my marks dropped ofan older female peer clique.<br />

to justpassing - from being the top student.<br />

I didn't do my homework, I was in the big<br />

crowd with the matric girls. I just started<br />

hanging out with the wrong crowd I<br />

stayed out of the house and did things I<br />

didn't ordinarily do.<br />

19. The headmaster called my mom in, I 19. Concerned school personnel alerted S's<br />

hadn't done my homework for about the mother to S's refusal to perform school<br />

fifteenth time, and all the teachers were work.<br />

complaining.<br />

20. They decided to send me off to 20. S's parents' decision to send her to<br />

boarding school. That's where all my boarding school intensified her experience<br />

trouble really started. I thought now ofrejection and her desire for revenge.<br />

they're really trying to get rid of me, now<br />

I'm really going to get them.<br />

21. At first I was happy because I didn't 21. S was initially relieved to be away from<br />

have to see my parents, I don't have to be her parents, who she associated with abuse<br />

abused by my dad and do all the dirty and exploitation.<br />

work.<br />

22. On the other hand I thought I'm going 22. S also felt the need for parental support,<br />

to get them. It really had a bad effect on and was hurt by their failure to telephone<br />

me. They wouldn't phone me at boarding her.<br />

school, they couldn't care. Its the same<br />

now as well. Mom doesn't phone or<br />

nothing. At that stage I really needed them<br />

but they didn't give me any support.<br />

24. I'm still alone, but I know how to act on 24. Although still alone, S feels more<br />

my own, look after myself. independent and capable of caring for<br />

herself<br />

25. I enjoyed mixinf! with older f.drls at 25. S enioyed the company of older peers,<br />

3

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