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What was your relationship like with the high priest?<br />

Natural meanin2 units<br />

64. Rotten. I didn't get on well with him.<br />

In fact, I didn't get on well with anyone.<br />

We had a very edgy type of relationship,<br />

'cause I was also swearing, cursing,<br />

carrying all this anger inside ofme.<br />

Central themes<br />

64. S's consistently hostile behaviour meant<br />

that he had an uneasy relationship with<br />

everyone in the coven, including the high<br />

priest.<br />

65. I think spiritually, mentally, and 65. S believes that every level of his being<br />

physically, I was inclined to Satanism. inclined him toward Satanism and a ready<br />

This made it ea~ to accept.<br />

acceptance ofit's subculture.<br />

66. I think spiritually, because Satan was<br />

all about hatred and destruction, and I<br />

liked that, rather than God, who was all<br />

about love and acceptingpeople.<br />

67. Physically, I enjoyed hurting myself<br />

and other people, and animals. I would<br />

often slash myself, put out cigarettes on my<br />

body, on my hands.<br />

66. S felt spiritually inclined toward<br />

Satanism because it's essence was hatred<br />

and destruction, rather than the Christian<br />

doctrine oflove and acceptance.<br />

67. S felt physically drawn to Satanism<br />

because it involved inflicting physical pain<br />

on others, and sanctioned his predilection<br />

for self-mutilation.<br />

68. I enjoyed torturing animals ... kicking a 68. S engaged in deliberate acts of animal<br />

dog in itsjaw andwatching the pain. cruelty because he derived sadistic pleasure<br />

from their pain.<br />

69. Mentally, I think I consciously 69. At a psychological level S consciously<br />

identified with and accepted Satan - his identified with the figure of Satan.<br />

nature andway oflife.<br />

70. Satanism increased my ability to 70. Terrorising people was exciting for S,<br />

terrorise people. It's like a kick.<br />

and his Satanic involvement increased his<br />

ability to do so.<br />

71. It's also terror in the highest form, you 71. S, himself, felt terrified during rituals by<br />

know. Just checking everything out during the awesome power displayed by certain<br />

rituals, I was terrified of the power of the cult members, and the knowledge that he<br />

witches and the high priest ... ofwhat their and his demons were helplessly vulnerable<br />

demons could do to my demons, scared of to potential attack.<br />

what they could do to me. You're like<br />

completely exposed to them, they can do<br />

anything to you.<br />

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