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99. Even the power that I acquired through 99. S lost even his compelling desire for<br />

Satanism didn't interest me anymore. supernatural power.<br />

100. Thank God I never succeeded in 100. After his discharge from hospital, S<br />

killing myself, because after I came out of met the Christian who helped him leave<br />

hospital I was introduced to L, who helped Satanism.<br />

me leave Satanism.<br />

101. I realised that I wanted to change my 101. S wanted to change his life for the<br />

life, to make it better, and so I allowed L to better, and so allowed a group ofChristians<br />

pray for me. L and his Christian friends to pray for his deliverance from Satanism.<br />

were prayingfor me. I was on the floor on<br />

my knees, in front ofall these people, and<br />

they were praying for me, asking God to<br />

help me break ties with Satanism.<br />

102. Through the prayers and the power of 102. By means of the group's prayers and<br />

God's will, the demons left me, and I was the power ofGod, S's demons were ejected<br />

able to cut myselfloose from Satan. and he was able to leave Satanism.<br />

103. You see, I think what also helped me 103. S's Christian converSIOn was<br />

to accept Jesus Christ into my heart was facilitated by the gratifying experience of<br />

when I experienced love in my life, through being loved by others for the first time.<br />

L and the other guys. I'd never<br />

experienced love in my life at all, and it<br />

was actually quite wonderful.<br />

104. I also felt overwhelmed, and cried like 104. S felt emotionally overwhelmed by the<br />

a baby in front ofL and the others in the experience ofbeing loved.<br />

lounge.<br />

105. Another thing was fear. I feared for 105. After leaving the cult S lived in fear as<br />

my life because, when I left, the others who Satanists threatened to kill him unless he<br />

were still involved threatened me. It returned.<br />

carried on for about four months - "Ifyou<br />

don't come back we're gonna kill you,<br />

shoot you". I was afraid, you know,<br />

because when Satanists say something they<br />

mean it, andso I never left home. I always<br />

went with my parents, always going to<br />

church, being permanently stuck in the<br />

spirit. Never going to night-clubs, things<br />

like that.<br />

106. I kept thinkinf.f of one Satanist who 106. S felt terrified when he recalled the<br />

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