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APPENDIX 7 (A) SUBJECT SEVEN<br />

S is an unmarried 26-year old technician<br />

Natural meanin~units<br />

Central themes<br />

1. Let's see ... where to start. I was very 1. S was an introverted child who did not<br />

quiet as a kid I didn't enjoy being round enjoy the company ofothers.<br />

people, talking to people.<br />

2. I was also very destructive. I just wanted 2. S constantly experienced destructive<br />

to harm things - people, animals, objects ... impulses to harm objects, animals, and<br />

anything.<br />

people.<br />

3. I was a social outcast. You see, the 3. S's aggressive behaviour led to him being<br />

hatred I had in me ... I had a severe ostracised by others, and feeling like an<br />

temper, andpeople didn't dig that. outcast.<br />

4. I have badmemories ofgrowing up. The 4. S's childhood memories are coloured by<br />

only thing I remember was just hatred; to hatred and the urge to violate the world<br />

violate, violate anything.<br />

around him.<br />

5. You see, I come from a country ... when I 5. S believes that he was infected by the<br />

was born, 1 was born in the middle of a hatred of his war-tom home country, which<br />

war, okay. When we moved down here to was carried inside him when his family<br />

South Africa, 1 brought that hatred with emigrated.<br />

me.<br />

6. The hatred that 1 had in me grew to such 6. S was frightened by his growing hatred,<br />

an extent that it was going on to other and saw it contaminating the external world<br />

people, to buildings, things. 1 was scared around him as he tried to shut it out.<br />

andjust tried to shut it out.<br />

How would you describe your family life before you became involved in Satanism?<br />

Natural meanin~units<br />

Central themes<br />

7. Edgy, very edgy. 1 never communicated 7. S's relationship with his parents was<br />

with myparents. We were alwaysfighting. characterised by conflict and a lack of<br />

communication.<br />

8. When I wasn't fighting with them 1 was 8. S, feeling sickened and devoured by<br />

stuck in my room, door locked, curtains hatred, isolated himselfin his bedroom.<br />

always drawn .... feeling sick inside, like<br />

the hatredwas eatin/? me up inside.<br />

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