DEVELOPMENTAL CRISIS IN EARLY ADULTHOOD: A ...
DEVELOPMENTAL CRISIS IN EARLY ADULTHOOD: A ...
DEVELOPMENTAL CRISIS IN EARLY ADULTHOOD: A ...
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Sacked and Solitary<br />
Dan was sacked when the marketing budgets of his clients were cut. He felt<br />
shocked, betrayed and angry. He received a pay-off, which allows his family to keep<br />
afloat financially for several months, but he feels “an utter failure” (p.4), and “quite<br />
desolate” (p.2). He then has six months without any work at all. After these months<br />
without finding more work and financial problems mounting, Dan breaks down and<br />
describes hitting rock bottom:<br />
“A couple of times I broke down and was crying, in that room. It just got too much<br />
for me, not straight away, just eight or nine months in, I couldn’t get a contract<br />
job…It was pretty desperate times, I’ve never been so desperate in all my life…I did<br />
hit rock bottom.” (p.4)<br />
He finds himself having suicidal thoughts, and further describes experiencing pain<br />
like he had never previously experienced, and a sensed complete lack of control over<br />
his life:<br />
“It’s that pain that I never experienced before, I didn’t think you could experience it<br />
before. It was a complete lack of control that I had over my own life, a complete<br />
sense of worthlessness and emptiness, no sense of direction, no help from any<br />
direction that I felt could help me, it was just that blackness that I saw in front of me.”<br />
(p.8)<br />
Like Dan, Jack is also sacked. He didn’t expect it, as he thought he had been<br />
doing satisfactory work as an accountant. He reacted with minimal emotion initially.<br />
At the time of the separation he said:<br />
“I didn’t think about what I was doing, what I was going to do with the rest of my<br />
life. It was like I’d retired already. Every day was very similar. I didn’t really have a<br />
concept of finding something to do, or retraining, or looking for another job.” (p.2)<br />
He says that the months after the sacking were devoid of any significant memory,<br />
almost as though he had been sleeping. Then an event occurs which brings the crisis<br />
to a head, and acts as a very sudden and profound turning point in his life – a car<br />
crash. The car crash acts as a stimulus for change, as Jack’s confrontation with<br />
mortality shakes him out of his ghostly, inactive stupor into a sudden awareness of the<br />
feelings that had become muted and morbid:<br />
“It felt like the physical impact and the injuries forced me to feel a lot more than I had<br />
been feeling – it forced a lot of my feelings through, and they took a long time to<br />
resolve and to work out.” (p.2)<br />
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