DEVELOPMENTAL CRISIS IN EARLY ADULTHOOD: A ...
DEVELOPMENTAL CRISIS IN EARLY ADULTHOOD: A ...
DEVELOPMENTAL CRISIS IN EARLY ADULTHOOD: A ...
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“I think I would have said I was a non-person, I don’t think I had any impact<br />
whatsoever, I was just like this worn out pale little blob that used to sit in the corner.”<br />
(Frances, p.8)<br />
“I had been living in this non-reality which had been incredibly difficult.” (Violet,<br />
p.2)<br />
“I had been programmed in a direction, and under the stress of the situation I reverted<br />
to that programme.” (Rachel, p.2)<br />
“He would talk to me like I was a machine and I felt he didn’t think I was good<br />
enough.” (Angela, p.4)<br />
This evidence of depersonalisation in pre-crisis predicaments supports Laing’s<br />
prediction that living behind a persona can bring about a sense of depersonalisation.<br />
Turning Points and Separations<br />
Phase 2 of the crisis dynamic is characterised by growing distance from<br />
the constrictive roles, personas and obligations of Phase 1. This brings about a<br />
psychological separation in which the person no longer identifies with the role<br />
they are in at work or at home, and can conceive of life outside of it, and then this<br />
leads to a physical separation, where the person actively leaves job, partner or<br />
both, and leaves the pre-crisis life structure behind. In certain cases, physical<br />
separation is involuntary (e.g. being fired from a job or being asked for a<br />
divorce), in which case psychological separation occurs after physical separation.<br />
This period of separation is the peak of crisis. Emotions described in this<br />
phase are a mix of positive and negative. Grief at the loss of a relationship and/or<br />
job is common, and anxiety is reported due to facing an uncertain future. But<br />
these negative affects are paradoxically mixed with positive affects including<br />
relief, excitement and hope. This mix of positive and negative affect is a<br />
reflection of the dual nature of mid-crisis, in which an ending is mourned while a<br />
new beginning is opened. O’Connor and Wolfe, in their model of transition, find<br />
a similar central phase of emotional upheaval and confusion, characterised by<br />
anxiety, grief and nervous expectation (O’Connor and Wolfe, 1987).<br />
During this phase the person is renouncing their role-structured sense of<br />
self, in which they defined themselves by their position in occupational and/or<br />
familial structures. Kegan (1982) called this the “Institutional Self”. Preliminary<br />
strikes of experimentation and exploration may be underway to develop a new<br />
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