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18/2/05<br />

A circumstance conspires to block key desires and goals within a person. This creates a sense of being<br />

trapped, blocked, pressured, so that the tension to actualise the desires grows and grows. When the<br />

tension is released, at some key juncture or moment, then the stored up energy, like the steam in<br />

pressure cooker, comes whizzing out which gives the energy for taking initiatives that might have<br />

taken longer to get to otherwise.<br />

How inarticulate is that!<br />

18.2.05<br />

Thoughts: lack of financial amongst ladies may be due to the selective nature of narrative, in which<br />

people prioritise certain aspects of the story to tell, or it may be that financial crisis is something that a<br />

man encounters more often than a woman.<br />

18.2.05<br />

Clearly a number of narratives bring in the issue of society itself, and the crisis as being partly a<br />

reaction to the way in which society is set up, what it advocates and what it prohibits. Although none<br />

of the crises, perhaps with the exception of Rachel, are explicitly causally linked to society, in the case<br />

of Angela, Henry, Gemma and others, there is some part of the interview which sees the crisis as<br />

stemming from society itself, and that some part of the resolution was a rejection of that aspect of<br />

society. This is done by suggesting that the problem in question in the marriage or in the job was in<br />

some sense a culturally sanctioned practice more generally, and therefore was in some sense the<br />

responsibility of society.<br />

14.4.05<br />

I’m thinking that trapped could be illustrated in the same way as Bronfrenbrenner does, with one of the<br />

super-ordinate systems impinging and trapping the person in a current, undesired state. Thus one could<br />

establish where the oppressive force is coming from, or is appraised to be coming from.<br />

Feeling trapped is an interesting one. Trapped by circumstance. But in the end, other than being in<br />

prison, being held hostage or other such coercive situations, we invariably do have a choice, and so are<br />

willing co-conspirators in our own trapping.<br />

Anyway, what does trapped mean? Not being able to head in the directions that you want and you<br />

intend. Not being able to forge the future that is line with your values, concerns and goals.<br />

29/4/05<br />

Re accidental vs developmental<br />

This distinction isn’t holding up in my research – its more hazy than that. It seems that no event is<br />

entirely without influence of the subject in question, bar perhaps bereavement, which I am not<br />

including. Being fired, a divorce, post-natal stuff, having an affair, lusting over someone you can’t<br />

have. There are external issues yes, but there are volitional, un-coerced choices being made by<br />

participants in question too, which contribute to the situation. And those experiences that come from<br />

internal build up are related to external events too, which act as catalysts for change or turning points or<br />

key benchmarks in the story. It is far more messy than Caplan would ever have imagined.<br />

28/4/05<br />

Going back to study either during or after the crisis:<br />

Mary, Camilla, Scarlet, Angela, Kathy, Rachel, Violet, Dan, Neil, Lynne, (sort of – starts poetry and<br />

joins a poetry club), Frances, George<br />

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