DEVELOPMENTAL CRISIS IN EARLY ADULTHOOD: A ...
DEVELOPMENTAL CRISIS IN EARLY ADULTHOOD: A ...
DEVELOPMENTAL CRISIS IN EARLY ADULTHOOD: A ...
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“But I am going for jobs for different reasons now, for security in terms of there<br />
being a need for that kind of profession, I think there will always be a need for<br />
lecturers, and also a need for plumbers. But also to do something that I get a lot out<br />
of, other than money. Obviously lecturers don’t get paid an awful lot of money, but I<br />
thoroughly enjoy the job. The people I work with are decent people as well, they are<br />
generally kind and decent people…I enjoy going to work.” (p.6)<br />
The affective experience of Phase 4 is one of feeling happier, more satisfied, more<br />
genuine and more fulfilled. With the new-found intrinsic orientation comes the<br />
experience of enjoyment and happiness in the day-to-day role-based activities.<br />
The self in Phase 4 is frequently described as having metamorphosed from the<br />
pre-crisis self. With the benefit of hindsight, individuals often report a sense of<br />
separation from an old self:<br />
“The person of that period and the person now are different people and it was a<br />
tremendous learning experience.” (Rachel, p.8)<br />
“I would say that we are two completely different people, I’ve separated from that<br />
person.” (Gemma, p.9)<br />
“I think I became a different person.” (Ben, p.7)<br />
Rob uses the term “rebirth” to describe the change, saying “my desires and focuses<br />
have completely changed” (p.9), while Guy refers to himself prior to his crisis as “my<br />
previous incarnation.” (p.5), suggesting an experience of rebirth too. The inner<br />
developments that do occur as a result of crisis are generally reported in positive<br />
terms, and involve an appraisal of enhanced inner strength, empathy and generosity.<br />
A typical synopsis of these developments is given by Camilla:<br />
“I’m a much better person for it, as well, I think I have got a lot more substance to<br />
me, I’m no longer a flighty, happy-go-lucky, fun-time girl, I’ve got a lot more insight<br />
into real life and I don’t know, what doesn’t kill you makes you grow, kind of thing.<br />
I’m going back to college, I’m doing a degree, I am doing positive things, this is<br />
where I want to be. My career is just perfect at the moment, I couldn’t ask for<br />
anything else, so it’s changed me for the better.” (p.8)<br />
Frances says she thinks that living through crisis brings a more “generous” nature,<br />
along with a new “toughness”. George says it made him “stronger”:<br />
“I’ve moved on as a person, and grown through that. And it’s not something you can<br />
read in a book, I had to go through that for that sort of strength, for that courage, I<br />
suppose.” (p.6)<br />
Claire expressed a similar sentiment by way of metaphor:<br />
“And crisis is a great gift because it throws you out of it [a narcissistic mindset], and<br />
you stand stark naked in the freezing wind, and you go wooh, shit! I don’t like that.<br />
But you are still alive, and you start to discover that you have got inner strength that<br />
is going to get you through. So you start to dig deeper and you end up with a broader<br />
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