DEVELOPMENTAL CRISIS IN EARLY ADULTHOOD: A ...
DEVELOPMENTAL CRISIS IN EARLY ADULTHOOD: A ...
DEVELOPMENTAL CRISIS IN EARLY ADULTHOOD: A ...
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environment, during which time she described having “lost” herself. The dissimilar<br />
features of Claire’s crisis will be discussed later.<br />
Amongst the men, the same masculine to feminine shift can be found. After<br />
leaving his job and wife, Frank described his new philosophy as one which is based<br />
around the importance of emotionality. He said that he was finding a new depth to<br />
relationships with other men:<br />
“Yeah, a relationship between two guys can be a beautiful thing, it can be a very nice<br />
thing. It can be very open and it can be emotionally vulnerable.” (p.18)<br />
Frank is the only one to actually link an opening to his feminine side to sexual<br />
activity:<br />
“And because I was maybe rediscovering that feminine side, that open side, or not<br />
feeling threatened by closeness with other guys, there was one situation where I<br />
kissed a guy. I didn’t like it but at least I tried it, and I thought why not. I was<br />
experimenting with everything at that stage, drugs and everything else, so yeah.”<br />
(p.18)<br />
Although Mark discussed the issue of gender markedly less than the other<br />
participants, he does link his emerging desire to do something more caring in his<br />
career with his emergent sense of femininity. The lack of outlet for this sense of<br />
caring was one of the major problems in his old job, and his new self now has that<br />
outlet:<br />
“Yeah, it’s more caring, alert to others. It was a permission to show it, and I think<br />
that was the part of the problem, that the caring was there but there was no outlet for<br />
it. (p.16)<br />
When Rob was asked if he had developed in his awareness of his feminine aspect over<br />
the crisis period, he replied:<br />
“Yeah, definitely. It’s something that….how can I articulate this…I spent last<br />
summer wearing sarongs. There is a physical manifestation of getting in touch with<br />
my feminine side. I think that there is an emergent feminine side. I am very aware of<br />
my feminine aspect.” (p.18)<br />
Rob said that his feminine aspect “comes out through sensitivity.” (p.18). He goes on<br />
to say that while this new femininity has emerged, he had also tried to express his<br />
masculinity in a healthy and “noble” way:<br />
“Yeah. I am really proud to be a man, and I am really proud to understand what<br />
being a man means. I don’t think I understood that before, I think I abused my<br />
power, physical and mental, and manipulated. Yet I can really see what role<br />
masculinity has in the world, and I value that. Now, I am getting a chance to explore<br />
that. So while I am aware of my feminine side, and I think that’s important, I am<br />
more interested in developing a noble, strong, dignified man, and harnessing his<br />
power and strength and his own qualities.” (p.18)<br />
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