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karen throsby<br />
who policed <strong>the</strong>ir own behavior (and were policed by o<strong>the</strong>rs) rigorously<br />
even where <strong>the</strong>re was doubt as to whe<strong>the</strong>r it made any difference to <strong>the</strong><br />
outcome, as this quote illustrates:<br />
Alice: And [<strong>the</strong> doctors said] don’t have hot baths, which he loves, so<br />
he still has hot baths. And erm . . . <strong>the</strong>y talked about sort of putting<br />
a bag of frozen peas on appropriate areas [both laugh]. And he did<br />
try a dash of cold water once, and he said, “Never again!” I won’t<br />
show him this transcript! But he does . . . Still, I think . . . sometimes<br />
he’ll come out of <strong>the</strong> bath and say, “Cor, boiling hot, that was !” And<br />
I say, “Don’t tell me!” Because to me, that’s like saying, “You won’t<br />
get pregnant in 6 weeks’ time.” And I said to him a couple of times,<br />
and he was going, “No, no, no, <strong>the</strong> doctor doesn’t know what he’s<br />
talking about.”<br />
Karen: Was he just disregarding <strong>the</strong> advice? He just didn’t believe<br />
<strong>the</strong> advice?<br />
Alice: No, and he didn’t see why he should change, just on <strong>the</strong><br />
doctor’s say-so. Even though it’s come up in programs since, but he<br />
just doesn’t change anything, so I just think, “Well, it’s down to me<br />
<strong>the</strong>n.” You know, “I’m <strong>the</strong> one that’s got to do everything—you just<br />
carry on as you were before.”<br />
Importantly, this lack of compliance should not be read as <strong>the</strong> male<br />
partners not caring about <strong>the</strong> outcome of treatment; indeed, <strong>the</strong> men<br />
in this study undoubtedly experienced <strong>the</strong> grief of childlessness and<br />
IVF failure profoundly—a grief that normative gender relations and <strong>the</strong><br />
assumptions of reproduction as <strong>the</strong> “natural” domain of women render<br />
inexpressible. To use Bernadette Susan McCreight’s (2004) term, writing<br />
in relation to male experience of pregnancy loss, this is “a grief ignored”<br />
and one about which very little research has been done to date. 8 Instead,<br />
this lack of compliance can be seen as a product of normative (and<br />
naturalized) gendered social relations. In particular, <strong>the</strong> disinterest on<br />
<strong>the</strong> part of <strong>the</strong> men in engaging in sperm improvement regimens can<br />
be explained by two key factors: fi rst, <strong>the</strong> evaluation of sperm quality<br />
according to fertilization capacity; and second, <strong>the</strong> normative association<br />
of virility, fertility, and masculinity in popular culture.<br />
Irma van der Ploeg (2004) highlights <strong>the</strong> ways in which IVF discourse<br />
produces “<strong>the</strong> (normal) oocyte as a troublemaker” (p. 165), with eggs<br />
providing obstacles to sperm, which are represented as “<strong>the</strong> active agents<br />
in fertilization” (p. 166), even in cases of male factor infertility. However,<br />
once male fertility has been confi rmed by fertilization (or predicted by a<br />
positive sperm count), <strong>the</strong> focus falls onto <strong>the</strong> female body in <strong>the</strong> case of