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display… you stay <strong>in</strong>doors and you don‟t show such a shameful th<strong>in</strong>g…. (l.58ff.)<br />
Sur<strong>in</strong>der states that this stigmatisation arises with<strong>in</strong> Asian communities not just from fears<br />
about health but from strongly-held religious beliefs:<br />
it‟s someth<strong>in</strong>g… erm … which you could l<strong>in</strong>k to past lives and maybe have done<br />
someth<strong>in</strong>g which is very s<strong>in</strong>ful and therefore you‟re be<strong>in</strong>g punished <strong>in</strong> this life for …<br />
erm … what you‟ve done <strong>in</strong> the past (l.75ff.).<br />
The negativity about disabled people conveyed by parents and communities was presumably<br />
taken on board and learned as a natural and appropriate response. Impairment was someth<strong>in</strong>g<br />
to be feared, ignored, hidden or turned away from.<br />
Disability was about other people, not about us<br />
Grow<strong>in</strong>g up <strong>in</strong> family situations where the presence <strong>of</strong> disability was denied was a feature <strong>of</strong><br />
Ben and Helen‟s accounts. Describ<strong>in</strong>g his Coventry upbr<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g, Ben talks about the way his<br />
grandfather was never considered disabled <strong>in</strong> spite <strong>of</strong> the fact that he had severe bronchitis<br />
and mobility restrictions:<br />
What I didn‟t really recognize, really, was the disability <strong>in</strong> my family… my<br />
grandfather never went out… and I was used to the apparatus <strong>of</strong> disability around…<br />
whenever I visited my grandparents… the apparatus around him, the oxygen bottle<br />
<strong>in</strong> the corner, the commode downstairs… and know<strong>in</strong>g that he had to be helped<br />
upstairs… and that he never went out <strong>in</strong> his older days…. I didn‟t associate that with<br />
disability, that was just sort <strong>of</strong> normality for my grandparents… and I don‟t th<strong>in</strong>k…I<br />
just related to my granddad as an ord<strong>in</strong>ary person... and, I later learnt actually,<br />
though, from my mum, when my mum first started us<strong>in</strong>g a wheelchair, that he was<br />
ashamed to go out <strong>in</strong> a wheelchair… (l.1.25ff.)<br />
Ben‟s grandfather preferred the isolation and limitation <strong>of</strong> activities result<strong>in</strong>g from self-<br />
imposed conf<strong>in</strong>ement with<strong>in</strong> his own home to the shame <strong>of</strong> be<strong>in</strong>g seen by others outside <strong>in</strong><br />
his wheelchair. He would rather appear relatively <strong>in</strong>dependent with<strong>in</strong> his own home than<br />
suffer the ignom<strong>in</strong>y <strong>of</strong> appear<strong>in</strong>g disabled <strong>in</strong> others‟ eyes.<br />
Helen tells <strong>of</strong> how her mother, a General Practitioner <strong>in</strong> the highlands, has gone to lengths to<br />
keep her own mental health problem a secret even from those closest to her:<br />
I thought my mum‟s depression was a fairly well-known fact… but we went down