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DedicationChapter 1Chapter 2Chapter
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DEDICATIONTo my sisters, know that
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home. I was only ten at the time bu
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trouble for minor instances, Maddox
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couldn’t, so I simply closed my e
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I broke our staring contest and he
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2OBLIVIONSOFIAThe suite was simple
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Tonight, though, it was different.
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Immediately, they flew back open.
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3FAMILYSOFIAMy heart was in my thro
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Despite myself, this made me shiver
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of color. For that reason alone, sh
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I could do this.I would do this.I w
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squeeze, but it did. I told myself
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Sofia sighed, looking dejected and
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was what most people would consider
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“Sofia, I didn’t mean it like t
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I tried to reassure her too but som
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father, his partner killed my mothe
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much out of her today, but Sofia re
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But that would never be my sister.
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Maddox immediately started rubbing
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“I swear to you it’s just for t
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“Is she okay?” My voice was alm
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with an angry Maddox.“I’ll fuck
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6DESPERATEMADDOX"W—what did you j
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the other officers, he thought I’
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“You’re not a charity case. I k
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nightstand, “got you some coffee
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He scratched the back of his neck,
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7ICEBREAKERSOFIAWhen I came out of
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“Maddie!” The woman squealed.Sh
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My stomach was in knots as Maddox p
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I had to bite my lip to stop myself
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“Hello, you must be Sofia.” her
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As I looked at my sister, I noticed
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both sisters after an event as trau
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My eyes caught sight of a familiar
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going to speak, then thought better
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Reaching a hand to my erratic heart
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I could see understanding dawning i
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“That same cunt I have my fingers
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“I’m so sorry. It never happene
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As hot water dripped along my body,
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I was gonna answer him when the doo
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I stood in the hallway, staring at
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I chuckled, and put the spoon back
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“What is going on here?” Both m
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She gave me a dead-pan look and rol
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When the elevator’s doors finally
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The smell of a freshly baked cake a
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When I finished showering and getti
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18FRIGHTMADDOXI thought my heart mi
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just nodded, not really knowing wha
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I thought seeing all the blood trig
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intensifies. She showered and put o
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yours, you get to decide who comes
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She gripped my shirt, looking up at
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I grabbed the cake as Valentina sta
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But hearing her cry in her sleep, n
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I could see she was stuck inside he
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already had more tattoos than most
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They said I shouldn’t worry about
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“Thank you so much, Detective. He
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“Yeah, what he did wasn’t reall
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“What the hell was that?” Since
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Maddox's hand came to clasp Valenti
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20WATERMADDOXValentina fell asleep
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“What’s up with your face?” T
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We finally stopped in front of a do
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“I never fucking ordered it, dete
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“Looks like life has been looking
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We were finally making progress and
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21FIGHTSOFIAHe didn’t call.Maddox
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That’s why I was ready to make hi
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would make me feel uncomfortable to
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away from me.How… bizarre.“I fa
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Because yes, that nagging feeling,
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The realization hit me full force a
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spend hours licking and sucking on
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Did I have the same effect on him?
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Maddox stopped for a few seconds, p
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communicate better.”Maddox pushed
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22LOVESOFIALooking up at the ceilin
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to hear the most perfect man I had
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pressed against his chest like litt
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“Look, baby. Look how well you’
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“Yes. She was such a strong woman
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“Already?”“Yup. He stayed in
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“Whoever created that is a fuckin
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however, was that he didn’t speak
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for her, where she could paint and
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I groaned internally. That bitch kn
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My shift went on quietly and when i
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“Do you have it or not?”“Yup.
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too, was intrigued. Ray was the fir
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“Valentina, food's ready!” I he
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"In my heart?”“In your heart, b
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Sighing, I set up the last two pict
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“Ray woke me up, I think—“ Sh
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Valentina was going to love this.24
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His voice didn't leave anything up
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“Maddox, what have you done?” I
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I hated the taste of betrayal that
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He stared at me intently so I conti
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screams of my mother. They did so m
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out to paint, or when I tried to ge
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25DEVOTIONMADDOX"Maddox, are you su
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After Valentina told me about Jack
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We woke up on the couch, my whole b
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My thoughts were proven right when
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Deciding to try something different
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wanted Valentina to experience that
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eyes grew wide at how much sense th
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asleep before going to their room a
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EPILOGUEMADDOXFive years later.Look
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apartment, and wrapped her arms aro
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Her tenth birthday, our first trip
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“She was totally eavesdropping.
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Maddox’ Spanish was getting bette
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BONUS CHAPTEROn the day of Jack and
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I actually spit on the dirt on Jack
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“We… We were raised in the same
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THE END
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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTSFirst and foremost,
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