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to him longer than with the Grimatlichts. He<br />

planned to go as far as he could from this area into<br />

the swamps of Pinsk and there join a partisan<br />

group. It would have been sheer madness for a<br />

young woman to start out on such a long and<br />

perilous journey. A few weeks later, I heard that<br />

the murderers had caught him and shot him.<br />

Later the peasants also told me that both<br />

Grimatlichts had been captured and killed.<br />

The little Jewish boy, Bartek, who worked<br />

as a shepherd, went around freely in the open,<br />

having enough to eat, because everyone already<br />

thought of him as one of them. Everyone took care<br />

of him and watched over him like a precious thing.<br />

But one day, while he was grazing the cows in another<br />

village, he came upon some Bulbovtsy<br />

(Ukrainian Nationalists), who lied to him by saying<br />

that they were true partisans. Little Bartek<br />

believed them and told them the truth about being<br />

a Jew. They took him into the woods and shot<br />

him.<br />

The daughter-in-law of Berger, another<br />

Libivne Jew, met a fate no different from Bartek'sor<br />

so the peasants told me.<br />

I later heard about a Jewish woman by the<br />

name of Perl who was staying with a gentile for<br />

some time. She had some money and jewels and<br />

paid the peasant to keep her hidden. No matter<br />

how hard I tried to get in touch with her, I never<br />

succeeded.<br />

I thus spent another winter and another<br />

summer under subhuman conditions. Another<br />

winter was closing in. From various pieces of<br />

talk that I overheard, I understood that the Germans<br />

were losing on the Russian front. Also, the<br />

partisans had stepped up their activities. But<br />

just then, when a faint ray of hope had began to<br />

show on my horizon, hope that I would somehow<br />

pull through, I almost died from a danger<br />

that arose suddenly.<br />

I had stayed for some time in the house of an<br />

old peasant who lived alone. Since he did not<br />

know me, I had introduced myself to him as a<br />

gentile girl from the next village, whose home had<br />

been burned and whose husband had fallen on the<br />

front. The old man accepted this story and invited<br />

me to stay with him. My stay there was not too<br />

bad, for I became his housekeeper. I milked his<br />

THE STRUGGLE FOR LIFE 307<br />

cows, cleaned the house, cooked for him, and ate<br />

whatever I wanted.<br />

One day two young Germans came to the<br />

house. I did not manage to run away. Instinct<br />

warned me I should not lose my nerve for a<br />

second, or else all would be lost. And so I began<br />

to play the role of a very old gentile woman,<br />

pulled my dirty shawl low over my eyes, dirtied<br />

my face with soot, and when called by the peasant,<br />

I began to set the table, walking like an old<br />

woman with a bent back, my hands shaking and<br />

listened to their conversation.<br />

They were saying that the peasant woman<br />

was not as old as she pretended to be in her dirty<br />

outfit. I immediately realized what I had to do; I<br />

told the peasant that the cows had run into the<br />

corn and would do much damage there and I had<br />

to run and chase them out. No sooner said then<br />

done! I ran quickly outside, for the hut was near<br />

the woods and I hid there.<br />

Later the peasant told me the Germans had<br />

wanted to hit him to make him tell them what he<br />

had done with his "daughter." Fearing the Germans<br />

would return, I had to leave my new home,<br />

the best one I had had since leaving the ghetto.<br />

The process of wandering began anew for me.<br />

After I got to a point where I could not bear the<br />

bitter life and pangs of hunger began to torment<br />

me, I decided to go back to Sidor, who had been<br />

the first to rescue me. Even though it was quite<br />

far from where I was, I knew well all the main<br />

roads, backstreets, and small paths, so I gathered<br />

my courage and finally reached his house. I no<br />

sooner knocked on the door and called out to him<br />

my name than he opened the door and took me<br />

inside. Everyone was happy to see me, as if they<br />

were greeting a long-awaited guest. Unfortunately<br />

I could not stay long at Sidor's. A young Jewish<br />

man was hidden there too, and he shocked me<br />

so with his uncouth behavior that I had to leave<br />

the next morning. Yet I would come to Sidor from<br />

time to time to get some food.<br />

Saving myself from great dangers and death<br />

traps, I roamed the woods like a dog without its<br />

master. Once I met a gentile girl from a village<br />

who immediately recognized me. She hugged me<br />

and kept on kissing me, she was so happy to see<br />

me! But then she began to cry, seeing how piti-

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