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and after his visit you would find two roubles on the table; you would look at
them as at a blessing to escape your material difficulties..
“In 1933 passportization was declared. With great difficulty Archbishop
Sergius succeeded in getting the department of cults to assign Fr. Adrian to
the church of SS. Boris and Gleb, and then to the Pokrov monastery, and
finally to the church of Askold’s grave. If we had not succeeded in getting
this, we would have had to leave Kiev.
“I worked at first as a needle-woman, and then in various libraries, and
finally as director of the Narkomzdrav library. Life was nerve-wracking:
constant fears for Fr. Adrian; we had constant searches, checks of the
landlady’s books and questions about the priest living there, worries for the
children who were studying at school, constant nervous tension at work,
worrying whether my social position would be revealed, whether I would be
sacked. You would return home only to find worshippers arrived from
Romen. They came to see Batyushka Adrian, but officially, as it were, to
consult with doctors. Again worries, one had to think about them, too, and
put them up.
“And then, I remember, I went to Vladyka straight from work with the
feeling that I should forget everything and calm down. But Vladyka suddenly
said: “You know, we’ve salted the guerkins and packed the cabbage.” And I
thought: “Well, that’s very interesting to me, I’ve had enough of everyday
household cares”. But Vladyka suddenly said to me: “Yes, there you are
wanting to talk about spiritual things, while Batyushka Nicholas is talking to
you about everyday matters. So here you are: read,” and he gave me one of
the works of the holy Hierarch Tikhon of Zadonsk, where he writes that first
of all it is necessary to be kind to everyone, give him food and drink. And I
involuntarily remembered all our visitors and arrivals, who bothered me so
much. Yes, Vladyka was often able somehow to catch my thoughts. With
great difficulty I succeeded in getting Vladyka to confess me, and I remember
this with great tender feeling and gratitude.
“Vladyka was able to say to each person that which was useful for him. I
remember several people once gathered in our house who wanted to get to
know Vladyka. They sat and drank tea. By chance, a young married woman
arrived. Vladyka went on talking and talking as if he were conducting a
general conversation; but when he left it turned out that everything that he
had been saying was for this person: she received replies to all the questions
that were disturbing her at that time in connection with her difficulties with
her husband and mother-in-law.
"I remember one incident with a deacon. This deacon, besides having a
difficult general church situation, had difficulties in his family, too: his wife
was against his service as a deacon. She was well-off, but she gave nothing to
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