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another source, June 11), in Zosima Hermitage, Nicholas was tonsured by
Bishop Theodore with the name Barnabas in honour of the Apostle Barnabas
and Elder Barnabas (+1905) of Gethsemane skete.
Before his tonsure Elder Alexis gave him the following advice: "Let your
motto and prayer for the whole of your life be these words: Receive me, O
Lord, into Thy paternal embrace and do not release me whatever happens to
me throughout my life. May I always be Thine."
Two or three years after this tonsure, Bishop Theodore was visited by the
famous Elder Schema-Archimandrite Gabriel. Vladyka called all those whom
he had tonsured, about 15 to 20 people, into his room. When they were all
sitting at the table and Vladyka began to recommend several of those who
were newly tonsured, the elder at the name of Barnabas said, without talking
to anyone in particular:
"When they tonsured him and I heard about it, I thought: a new Fr.
Barnabas has been born."
And his eyes became bright and smiling.
This was the beginning of Fr. Barnabas' acquaintance with the great elder
Fr. Gabriel (Zyryanov). "Batyushka would talk," Vladyka Barnabas
remembered later, "and I listened attentively, not lowering my eyes from him.
It's hard to believe that it really was all like that. Batyushka was sitting all
white, like the moon, peaceful, joyful, while through the window it was a
quiet evening and a strong, sickly sweet smell of jasmine came up from the
garden...
"It was good to sit with the elder Fr. Gabriel those quiet warm summer
evenings... I was going through a particularly difficult period in my life: the
transition from the noetic Egypt through "the Red Sea deep"... And to meet
such a Moses on the way was exceptionally sweet and, as I see now,
absolutely necessary."
In 1911 Fr. Barnabas entered the Moscow Theological Academy, and in the
summer he was ordained to the diaconate, and in 1913 – to the priesthood.
While he was studying in the Academy, Fr. Barnabas got to know the very
strict life of the monasteries and sketes which were around the Trinity - St.
Sergius Lavra, which made a great impression on him.
In 1913 Fr. Barnabas was ordained to the priesthood, and during the last
year of his course, he went on a pilgrimage to the Holy Land, and returned in
the summer of 1914 because of the beginning of the world war. In 1915 he
graduated from the Moscow Theological Academy and on September 11 was
sent as a teacher to the Nizhegorod theological seminary, where he taught
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