the holy new martyrs of eastern russia - Coptic Orthodox teaching

"'Now we'll show you everything!'
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"And then everything was immediately revealed to me, everything that I
had done since my youth, good and bad. I saw everyone with whom I had
had any dealings. I even say myself on military service with my comrades-inarms
fitting a silver lampada to the icon of St. Nicholas in the barracks where
I prayed. I hung it and it burned and I felt so happy. I saw all my relatives.
When the vision was over, the angels said to me:
"'Well, we've shown you earthly things, now we'll show you heavenly
things.'
"And immediately we began to go rapidly upwards. We stopped in the air
and the angel on the right side went off somewhere. The angel on the left side
stayed with me. During this period I felt such fear and terror that I fell down.
I knelt and shouted:
"'O Mother of God, Apostle Andrew and Anthony the Great, save me from
falling!'
"At this point the second angel appeared before me, and I was joyful and
we continued to go upwards, stopping five times. When we stopped the sixth
time, the ecclesiarch came out of the church and knocked on the door so as to
call me in the church. I then absentmindedly put on my ryasa and went into
the church without locking my cell.
"I went into the church but was unable to do the proskomedia.
Archimandrite Joseph and others had already arrived in order to celebrate the
late Liturgy. They went into the altar and saw that my face had completely
changed and I was all trembling.
"'What's the matter?' asked the igumen.
"I told him everything. They made another monk continue the Liturgy and
sent me away to calm down and rest. When the late Liturgy was over, the
igumen invited all the clergy and told me to tell the whole vision.
"I was given two days to calm down and rest. Another hieromonk served
me. And the igumen told me:
"'You will have to suffer much, but believe that the Mother of God and the
Lord will not leave you. The angels which you saw will always help you in
your sorrows...'"
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