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Days in Sydney, life in the suburbs: the show was pretty realistic,
according to Tod. My show or their show? With such bright eyes, it couldn’t
be mine. Even if the soaps of the 70’s were all colorized, “Number 96”, “The
Box”, “Class of 74”, “The Restless Years”, “The Sullivans”, everything
would remain sort of greyish, tense and passionate, with our bodies in the
shade, on the sideline. Today they talk and talk, more than they ever did,
but the bodies are on the frontline. Just look at Paul’s earring, he’s not gay,
he feels nothing but repulsion about gays, but wearing an earring is not a
problem for him : it makes him have a body that can be used for a cleaning
job, or mechanical repairs, or giving Dione a big smack on her fat wet lips.
From their shape you can tell she loves sweets and chocolate ice-cream.
I wish I were alive and I could go on my honeymoon with Debbie
to a tropical Island in Queensland. I even wish I were the other guy who
gave the tickets to his friends and brought them their passports they had
forgotten at home, not thinking that Queensland was part of Australia, the
other guy who hasn’t booked a room in the luxury resort, who has no cash
for food, but he finds this funny, doll-like, curvy blonde with a pink bathing
suit on the beach and God knows what’s going to happen. The body of this
girl is reality, mind you, and all the rest is crap, especially when the going
gets pretty rough for all of us who are not exposed on TV. Imagine that:
being recognized not by one person but a real pack of viewers, hungry for
autographs, when you’re doing your shopping in Hurstville. Paul, I envy
you; some guys hate your guts, but, all in all, confess it, you’re popular.
Nobody will see me and say: “Look, this is the guy who plays Jacques Voisin
in ’Days in Sydney’”. The problem is I can’t fool anyone, I am not a born
actor, hardly the shadow of a character. I wish I were Anglo, I wish I could
fuck Dione and tell her to get out of my life before I walked out on her, and
she would push me into the paper-thin wall and my head would bang a big
hole right through for all to see.
Not one good line in all that, you say? Sorry, I haven’t studied
script writing, or individual life management. Dione has a flair for a good
storyline where there is one, she is not fascinated by theories about reality
and fiction, she knows what entertainment is all about, I don’t. I’d better
go to sleep early on Tuesday nights.
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