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Maybe Sarah had told her teacher that her father owned a garden-centre.<br />
But, that would explain only the first part of the mystery. In a city of<br />
four million peop<strong>le</strong>, it was indeed a coincidence to stumb<strong>le</strong> upon Carol’s<br />
niece flirting with the same man with whom he had talked for the first<br />
time just a few hours earlier.<br />
Would he say hello after all and inquire about Carol’s health?<br />
Kathy was one of the very few peop<strong>le</strong> who would know how she was<br />
doing... But Fred’s aversion for invasions of privacy was too strong.<br />
The best would be to give a ring to Carol tonight before visiting her tomorrow.<br />
Un<strong>le</strong>ss Kathy and the Frenchman recognized him on their way<br />
out. They had finished their meal a whi<strong>le</strong> ago, but they staid on and on.<br />
Eventually, when attendants began removing chairs and tab<strong>le</strong>s to make<br />
room for a jazz band, they <strong>le</strong>ft, walking past him, who had bought a<br />
third beer he did not care to drink. But they did not pay any attention<br />
to the world around them.<br />
Carol was at home. She sounded almost happy: she had the baby<br />
with her for the weekend, till Monday morning. Would she mind if he<br />
came over tomorrow, some time in the afternoon? No, on the contrary,<br />
she would be very p<strong>le</strong>ased. “Have you been away?” she said, “I have<br />
missed you. I wondered why you didn’t call all this time, over a month...”<br />
As if he had not asked her to marry him, as if she had not said no, as if<br />
nothing had happened. He dared not ask whether she had reconsidered<br />
her decision, <strong>le</strong>st he would seem to question her will or its motives. “I<br />
know I have been only a friend for you so far, but will you object if I<br />
speak seriously to you again tomorrow?” She laughed: “What’s new<br />
about it? You always speak in earnest, don’t you?<br />
—Carol, you know what I mean... —Yes, I do. And I’ll be delighted<br />
to see you, whatever you have to say. I’ll go as far as cooking<br />
supper for you, since we cannot go out with baby La, and you’ll be my<br />
only guest. Are you satisfied?” He was not, but he was thril<strong>le</strong>d. If only<br />
she could accept...<br />
Fred guessed that there was something hidden in her life story,<br />
not a “mystery”, but something or someone with a name that she would<br />
not reveal for fear of losing her personality. She was a difficult, fragi<strong>le</strong><br />
being. Some would have said “dangerous”. All the more on the verge of<br />
panic and ab<strong>le</strong> to harm herself and others when she pretended to take<br />
things light-heartedly. There had been a lot of suffering in her life, wounds<br />
and scars that would reopen every now and then. Fred had no respect<br />
for pain, he sincerely hated it, he could not comp<strong>le</strong>tely trust someone<br />
with an aura of pain, but, on the other hand, he could not relax the grip<br />
of his interest for this woman. Had he married her instead of Susan,<br />
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