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encore une fois une surprise, et <strong>le</strong> paraphe illisib<strong>le</strong>. Toute sa vie depuis<br />
M. avait consisté en une tel<strong>le</strong> impréparation, puisque <strong>le</strong> paysage présent<br />
était une redite infiniment modulée.<br />
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“IN A GARDEN we forget the burden of the years,<br />
Beauty calms the troub<strong>le</strong>d heart and charms away our tears.”<br />
Two lines of verse from The Australian Garden Lover, Vol. 52,<br />
No. 2, May 1976, that Kathy had found buried among some documents<br />
Jacques had col<strong>le</strong>cted for a book on popular poetry he had never written,<br />
one of the many good projects he had toyed with over the years without<br />
fully researching any of them. Jacques had underlined this piece in red<br />
ink. “Patience Strong” was the author’s pen name, about as c<strong>le</strong>ver as<br />
“James Neighbour”, she thought. She felt a bit tired, slightly nauseous,<br />
much too nervous to read serious literature on any topic. From where<br />
she was sitting in a large wicker armchair in the backyard, she could see<br />
that the sun had already set behind the steep hill. The lacy edges of the<br />
large old ferns in hanging baskets between the pillars of the veranda<br />
had lost their special iridescent glow as they now received ref<strong>le</strong>cted light<br />
only. The yellowed pages of the journal had become greyish, but offered<br />
better contrast than a whi<strong>le</strong> before. She went on reading fragments of<br />
stories, practical advice sections, ads and a “Notice to Rosarians”: “If<br />
you are not a member of a Rose Society, communicate with the Secretary<br />
of the Rose Society in your State at the address set out below: N.S.W.:<br />
Mrs H. Moody, Box 1095, G.P.O., Sydney.” She had <strong>le</strong>ft her watch, a<br />
tiny black Seiko, Jacques’ gift for their first year of living together,<br />
on the glass shelf under the bathroom mirror. It could be a quarter to<br />
seven or even later, Matilda would arrive any moment now; Jacques<br />
had said he was likely to be a bit late (“Since we are not going to tour<br />
the vineyards of the Hunter Val<strong>le</strong>y in the foreseeab<strong>le</strong> future, I should<br />
buy a dozen fine bott<strong>le</strong>s for our cellar from Kemeny’s in Bondi. They<br />
have advertised some exceptional offers this week.” —a thin pretext to<br />
delay the encounter).<br />
She wore white natural silk shorts and was barefoot, she lifted<br />
her <strong>le</strong>ft <strong>le</strong>g from the stool where it was resting to look at her painted toe