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twenty years earlier, his life would have been comp<strong>le</strong>tely different. Not<br />
to say that it would have been a bed of roses —the metaphor made him<br />
smi<strong>le</strong> to himself as he was driving back home—, but his life would have<br />
been full and meaningful. Now, is it that I am “in love”? How can I be<br />
so conventionally romantic at fifty-two? Romantic love is not enough<br />
or even necessary to <strong>le</strong>ad a meaningful life. Carol herself... My fight for<br />
endangered species, the modest work I have been doing in my litt<strong>le</strong> lab,<br />
my work with Aboriginal peop<strong>le</strong>, all this is meaningful, or then nothing<br />
is. Carol likes me for these things, she told me so, she does not despise<br />
me for not being an artist, or as well read as she is. There are other<br />
things in life!<br />
When Fred arrived at the garden-centre, there were two patrol<br />
cars before the wide open wire gate, with all their flashing lights on. The<br />
alarm was still sounding. Several guys had broken in after shooting the<br />
dogs. Unab<strong>le</strong> to force the lock of the safe where he kept the product of<br />
his weekend sa<strong>le</strong>s, they had f<strong>le</strong>d with some petty cash when they were<br />
caught in action by a first patrol. The cops were only two, they would<br />
not chase them, wanting to check they had not hurt someone inside or<br />
set fire to the house: there are so many arsonists these days. It was better<br />
there had been no arrest, thought Fred. They would not come back to<br />
take revenge. But tomorrow he had to see Carol. Could he <strong>le</strong>ave Sarah to<br />
close the shop for him in the late afternoon, after what had happened?<br />
He would have to contract surveillance. And he was sorry for the dogs.<br />
Although, if Carol and the baby eventually came to live with him, it would<br />
be safer to have professionally trained German shepherds instead.<br />
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BABETTE NORTHROP AVAIT ce qu’on appel<strong>le</strong> un heureux caractère,<br />
à moins qu’el<strong>le</strong> ne fût simp<strong>le</strong>ment une personne<br />
équilibrée, ce qui n’excluait nul<strong>le</strong>ment qu’el<strong>le</strong> jouît d’une<br />
sensibilité très fine. Jacques, autrefois, nourrissait volontiers une espèce<br />
de ressentiment sournois à son endroit à cause de ce qu’il voulait voir,<br />
dans ses mauvais jours, plus nombreux que <strong>le</strong>s bons, comme un optimisme<br />
béat. Devinant, sans <strong>le</strong> nommer, quel effroi dictait cette réticence,<br />
Babette lui avait dit son fait, mais sans rancune. Au retour de Jacques