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esources that people have within them whether they are understood as ‘a life-force, god, an<br />

internal object’.<br />

Conscious encounter<br />

Knowing AL only had an hour 373 I drove the early stages <strong>of</strong> the interview, which AL<br />

seemed happy with, indicated throughout by making important verbal non-word responses.<br />

When she did verbally respond it was very affirming to hear that my work and ideas as<br />

given voice in the interview, were ‘fascinating’. This builds an empathic connection<br />

allowing the interview to become a shared endeavour, a space that reveals a willingness to<br />

engage in the task <strong>of</strong> creating something unique. At one point AL appears to take<br />

responsibility for the result <strong>of</strong> the interview by asking if she is not giving detailed enough<br />

answers. At another time, we both finished each other’s sentence simultaneously.<br />

One <strong>of</strong> the enjoyable aspects <strong>of</strong> the interview is that AL has space to think, rather than it<br />

being an opportunity to talk about an area <strong>of</strong> shared interest and language or to say things<br />

that are important to the person for which the interview is a platform. AL free-associated<br />

ideas, letting thinking and feelings emerge spontaneously precisely because for her this is a<br />

new area and she is keen to discover where it goes. AL looked to me to help her answer the<br />

questions, a role reversal where AL allows herself to not be in charge <strong>of</strong> the interview<br />

locating me in the ‘expert’ position. Yet at the end AL had some names <strong>of</strong> other people to<br />

follow up including AN and Salman Akhtar demonstrating her own knowledge <strong>of</strong> people<br />

who could help. 374<br />

373<br />

I had learnt from previous interviews that they could easily run on into a second hour.<br />

374<br />

I would have liked to interview Akhtar: however he is based in Philadelphia, USA and could not be fitted<br />

into a self-funded itinerary.<br />

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