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adversarial encounter? There was reference to laughter and I was not sure whether this was<br />

genuine and congruent or defensive?’<br />

‘JB (10) was surprised that AR (6,7,8,9) thought that there was an emergence <strong>of</strong> the sacred<br />

and JB stated that was ‘interesting news to me’ which AR responded with by further<br />

locating his views on the transatlantic psychoanalytic scene … JB then drops a bombshell<br />

(74) with reference to her ‘big spiritual paper’ which AR has ‘missed’! The next half page<br />

<strong>of</strong> material indicated AR’s genuine shock / embarrassment and JB’s <strong>of</strong>fer <strong>of</strong> giving him a<br />

copy. From this JB finally shares significant personal material (87 ff) including her<br />

‘nervous laughter’ as ‘it felt very very personal’ and then quoted a colleague who stated that<br />

she felt JB to be ‘a spiritual person’. AR shows immediate interest in this but JB (101/102)<br />

warns AR from putting in print that she is a ‘spiritual person’ with a threat … using a<br />

“playful tone”.’<br />

‘AR’s next question initially does not fit with JB, but (259 ff) is a real turning point in that<br />

from this point JB continues to engage and encounter AR and I think that the narrative <strong>of</strong><br />

(263 – 268) shows JB wanting to find a meeting place with AR, as she ends with quoting<br />

her colleague but perhaps subconsciously saying to AR: ‘many <strong>of</strong> your ideas are compatible<br />

with mine even though I wouldn’t use your language’ … From here onwards the interview<br />

grew in depth and there was further sharing from both and JB admitted in the lift to not<br />

knowing: ‘about what to say and how much to say not having met before’ (723 / 724)<br />

though she had ‘enjoyed’ the interview (723) and decided that it was ‘meant to happen as<br />

there was a quality <strong>of</strong> light about AR’s being’ (725). Clearly both AR in his final comments<br />

and JB in hers indicated that the interview was regarded most positively.’<br />

It is clear, even from these brief extracts, that the interview texts have the capacity to evoke<br />

critical, analytic and counter-transferential feelings in the reader. While each participant<br />

owned their own counter-transference, they also <strong>of</strong>fer that their reflection <strong>of</strong> the experience<br />

<strong>of</strong> the interview reflects the unconscious dynamics that were occurring. This suggests that<br />

such a qualitative research methodology has considerable potential, where the people<br />

concerned have the psychodynamic skill and insight to identify their own unconscious<br />

processes. It also suggests that there is still qualitative potential in these interview texts for<br />

ongoing insight and interpretation.<br />

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