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they will say better what they want. I must understand; if you want toask me about anything, I must understand you.MR. C. I find that my efforts to change seem to be directed towardsremoving parts of my personality which complicate and distort. I feelif I could see my personality as it is and see it with disgust, then Imight be able to change something fundamental. But I do not knowhow to do that. I cannot get beyond that.MR. O. Well, may be quite right.MRS. M. I have no will power at all. I cannot tell what I want.MR O. Necessary to create some kind of will.MR. N. Sometimes I feel my actions are violating the intended patternof things, but I cannot help myself. How can actions be made to obeysuch a relation?MR. O. I don't know. There is no such simple method.MR. A . Sometimes I understand things logically, and other times, veryrarely, I understand them more deeply.MR. O. How do you know that it is more deeply?MR. A . I feel more strongly at the time.MR. O. It doesn't prove anything.MR. R Is our mistake in always running away from reality into illusion?MR. O I don't know. Probably, yes.MR. R. I mean, for instance, if I am bereaved, instead of facing thesorrow I run away to some illusion, some -ism, something that will causeme to believe for the time being in the survival of the one I have lost.MR O I don't know.MR. R. Death seems reality, whereas the thing I try to believe I reallydo not know and do not understand.MR O. Well, we never understand anything. [? Might be better, then,that way.]MRS. P. I want to understand the real meaning of Christ's teaching. Isit possible that in getting to know myself better. . . .MR. O. No, it is quite impossible. Don't think about it. Nobody everunderstood, and nobody will understand.MRS. E. I want to drop, like dead leaves off a tree, those parts of mewhich can never exist, so that they may no longer distort that personin me which wants to exist.IMR. O. [Either] Probably it will happen later. [Or] Probably it willhappen like that.
MR. H. Is a realization of where we go wrong a first step towardsimproving oneself?MR. O. I don't know. Why we start with certain suppositions whichwe cannot verify, and we cannot base anything on them?MR. J. Is the [?] the first step towards getting knowledge beyondwhat I already know?MR. O. I don't know. How can I say?MRS. S. I often try and solve my emotional problems with logicalthinking. My emotions do not understand logic. Can one become moreunited so that the different parts understand each other better?MR. O. Why are you so sure that it is not understanding? Why theydon't understand one another? Perhaps they understand perfectly well.[Another shorthand note has, 'Why are you sure that the different partsdo not understand each other? Perhaps they understand perfectly well.']Miss H. I believe one should start by finding what is real in oneself. Sofar I have found one thing. That is a kind of conscience, in that I amnever satisfied with what I am.MR. O. 'Kind of conscience' is a very big thing. Well?MR. K. I should like to learn to bring my thoughts and emotions undercontrol.MR. O. They are different. Different things. They don't go together.MRS. F. Is there a limit to what we can do through ourselves if we arenot in a school?MR. O. I don't know what you mean by school.MRS. F. Esoteric school.MR. O. What means esoteric school? Only word.MRS. F.I do not know of one.MR. O. Then you are happy, because then you cannot find it.MR. S. I think there is a part of me which at times seems to knowsomething about an activity which lies behind and is different from theordinary activity of my life. I want to know whether it is possible toincrease that part of me which seems to know different [or? this], andto enable it to become more active in that direction.MR. O. I don't know.MR. D. What can I do to become better, even although I do notunderstand anything?MR. O. I would be quite satisfied to become worse. I don't know howto do this.
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meaning, indicated by the smallest
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Thursday. August 20th 1931.MR. O. I
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MISS G. When you say someone still
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MR. W. For oneself?MR. O. Yes, but
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MRS. M. Can I put it another way?MR
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MR. M. But you must believe somethi
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MISS M. In reference to what you sa
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I know these ideas cannot be found
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Wednesday. January 16th 1935.Ray of
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they develop one from another. We t
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Wednesday. January 9th 1935. Thursd
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nearest to us is earth. All planets
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Thursday. January 24th 1935.It is a
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impressions above H48 are not a rul
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Thursday. February 28th 1935.MR. O.
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MR. R. May one use this system to u
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mystery about it, I want to give yo
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Q . Are we to only ask people who a
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exception of quite extreme cases, e
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view; at the same time, by studying
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line. This is the beginning of the
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Q . If there is no not-weakness, ho
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sophical schools. But ordinarily a
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think that man can reincarnate. Chr
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MR. R. About laws that we can be fr
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MR. H. Mr. O. said that we live bel
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MR. L. I notice that I am often irr
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take an analogy on a smaller scale.
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MR. O. I don't know. I have the rig
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MR. O. Maybe. We cannot take them a
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give up, there is no will. Another
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it is only influences D. But you ca
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MR. O. Certainly quite different. T
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MRS. H. Doesn't a real change of at
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MRS. W. You spoke of the dangers of
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MR. O. You can work to come into co
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get rid of these unpleasant emotion
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our own weaknesses, and if we know
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MR. O. Truth exists without us, but
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MR. C. Does inner octave mean that
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(our ray). We take only the Absolut
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MR. O. I don't know. Many things ca
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Thursday. March 19th 1936.MISS C. I
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MR. L. What is evil? .MR. O. What i
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that he wanted to go to Italy on a
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MR. O. That is not the reason. Even
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not the purely conventional evil, b
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speaking, if you mean instinctive c
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You cannot begin with 'doing'. Even
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Question about triads.MR. O. ... Wi
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***MR. D. A question about art.MR.
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We will represent the Absolute by a
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MR. N. But there are still mechanic
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MR. O. It means the general weakeni
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looks so difficult when it is expla
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eader will never be able to find th
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This shows the beginning of a view
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MR. D. Could such facts as these be
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certain rules and conditions. If on
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On the technical side the formation
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MR. O. This is a subject for conver
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MR. O. At present we cannot do much
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MISS W. I feel that we don't rememb
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MR. O. About St. Paul it is necessa
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can help, but it cannot, by itself,
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talks be necessary, why is school n
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MR. C. It is difficult to see wheth
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MRS. A . I understood Mr. O. to say
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MR. O. You mean unsuccessful?MR. P
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Monday. October 18th 1937.MR. O. Tr
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this, or the same, and also others.
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Thursday. October 28th 1937.[Descri
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understand the necessity of objecti
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MR. O. No, he is taking no responsi
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comes to us through so many transla
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the same way which leads to objecti
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the beginning. Something happens—
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How does one accept that in our wor
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Thursday. January 6th 1938. (Warwic
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also determines action. But if you
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MR. O. There are many laws. Certain
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We can pass differently the time in
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Thursday. January 13th 1938. (Warwi
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opposites—splendour and misery, d
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MRS. D. Can criminal energy be used
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MRS. F. Should one try to direct en
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MR. O I meant if you do not identif
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Monday. January 17th 1938.MR. O. In
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this activity, try to see all that
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Thursday. January 20th 1938. (Warwi
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MR. F. What is the significance oth
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what size is the picture, what is t
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part of emotional centre. How does
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do it. Like if you have to make the
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MR. A . What is the fundamental con
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think they can; they will describe
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work, the answer is best revealed w
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terms It is, however, possible to b
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normal sleep, but you cannot lose m
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one definition. First each must be
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We understand differences of object
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MR. A . As soon as a man throws him
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ordinary state, we cannot speak exc
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igger scale, you know. We are not t
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Thursday. February 3rd 1938. (Warwi
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the problem, not change your action
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Killing a man, does that belong to
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incomplete development which does n
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not principle. We can distinguish m
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MR O. How can I explain? Many thing
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MR. S. Does self-remembering help o
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Does a destructive action start wit
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MR. O. We may talk about scales lat
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who call themselves Yogis—some ju
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MR. O. Certainly different types co
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MR. O. In the sense of expanding, d
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three notes of a cosmic octave What
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example, an advertisement) or I ove
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only requires initial effort to beg
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MISS B If you sit down and try to t
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MR. O. At the same time, they are d
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MR. O. We do not speak about oursel
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y thought? For example, if I am thi
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of accumulation is very complicated
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You must understand that I would li
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Thursday. March 17th 1938. (Warwick
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MR. J. Did Mr. O. say last time tha
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MR. P . Does not power to invent th
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[Questions from Thursday, March 9th
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MR. O. It is too difficult to speak
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MR O Here again, all I can say is t
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late results and eliminate wrong ac
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Again, if you ask this question in
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MR. O. No, no. I do not know where
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MR. H. How much is known about the
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MR. R. There are certain religious
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MR. M. But did not you yourself con
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MR. O. Yes. That was from the ordin
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School cannot be mechanical, so it
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MR. O. They eat different worms.MRS
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and the result of outside stimuli,
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een a negative emotion, for how cou
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talking about coming to lectures an
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five-dimensional world, and the que
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instance, its curvature, the three
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will not be good either. There is n
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it is and suppose they were made li
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natural laws from ordinary deductio
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we cannot use conscience, cannot fe
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certain extent, but not sufficientl
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whereas the influence on masses of
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strength. Then after some time agai
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MISS L. Does emotional centre take
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MR. O. It depends on the octave aga
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work will help another. You have oc
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MR. O. In asking a question like th
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incompatible with the one you want
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can never control two or three cent
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MISS R. Is the desire to dress well
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doesn't care for knowledge—in any
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MR. C. Is such an inequality, if pr
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Perhaps it is possible to explain w
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organization. This formulation abou
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was simply your imagination that di
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it meets all sorts of matters, whic
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MR. O. That shows shocks. One produ
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MR. O. I will say when we come to t
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MR. O. I don't follow.MISS C. It se
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MR. M. Is there a chemical change w
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MR. O. No, it means simply some con
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MR H I have been arriving at my off
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quite personal; there are not two p
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an action happen, or are the three
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all organic life, then certainly ma
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Monday. July 25th 1938. (Warwick Ga
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Accident'. I can see 'cause and eff
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takes place. It is not only actual
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way, you will have to explain to ne
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or wrong or not belonging to it, an
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MR. O. For many reasons. It is diff
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MR. H. What part does the negative
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I am persuaded that there is someth
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MISS M . I ask these questions beca
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MR D . Is there a danger of negativ
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M R . J . What did you mean by 'mec
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personality If one fails it is beca
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only make us more blind, but which,
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ut they bring other people, and tho
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MR. O. Just individually.Q . I mean
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there were certain moments when the
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y your own self. But there is no di
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mean that from the point of view of
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Incomplete record. [?] End of Janua
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thinking. Considering is a useless
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MR. M. Am I right in thinking that
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MR. O. No, there is nothing to worr
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theories. Then only when we come to
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The sun is one of the suns of the M
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all on the same level, but they mus
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Sunday. October 15th 1939. (Lyne.)M
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understand the situation. You can d
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work, school-work. Certainly it was
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of things by studying questions lik
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same errors, the same states, quite
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these features. They play a certain
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lunacy in ourselves, and the creati
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itself. It also seems that I am mor
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never seem to have enough material
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MR. O. Well, try; if you have somet
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avoid it and you will see exactly t
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proper uses of formatory apparatus
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MR E It is possible, isn't it, to h
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Next time I will try and come at th
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Tuesday. June 10th 1941. (New York.
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MRS. D. Is that 48 in the brain? [R
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MRS. D. What do you mean by a schoo
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MR. O. Certainly, yes.MRS. C. What
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Tuesday. June 24th 1941. (New York.
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MR. O. I don't know. I can speak on
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MR. O. Yes, no question about that.
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it doesn't happen all at once. Afte
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MISS Q . Is the power of mental tel
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MRS. P. Does the energy that comes
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MRS. B. Do you do all three at the
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Friday. July 11th 1941. (New York.)
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deception in imagination. Many lazy
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MR. F. But didn't you say, sir, tha
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MR. O. Oh, many other things. First
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is like another brain and quick—v
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Thursday. July 17th 1941. (New York
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MR. O. There are two forms of wrong
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Tuesday. July 22nd 1941. (New York.
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Wednesday. July 23rd 1941. (New Yor
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MR. O. I merely based it on the exa
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Thursday. July 24th 1941. (New York
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Tuesday. July 29th 1941. (New York.
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MR. B. Why do centres interfere wit
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Tuesday. August 5th 1941. (New York
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MR. S. Trying to think of yourself,
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MR. O. Try to look at it from the p
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MRS. F. How can one send help ahead
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the cause and reason for it through
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thought most people were dead, but
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MR. O. We speak about schools which
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MRS. P. Have we the right to assume
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MR. O. Maybe, in a small way. But i
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Only when one comes under school in
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Wednesday. August 4th 1943. (New Yo
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MR. H. Is it possible to make a liv
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MRS. T. In the example you describe
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MISS O It has no relation to what o
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MR C Is it possible to stimulate co
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shock is necessary for further refi
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MR. B. It is possible to observe an
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This brings us to influences. Influ
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ings the development of consciousne
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unusual thing happens, you may feel
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think about the possibility of awak
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Page 563 and 564: MR. O. I think everyone can have as
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Page 587 and 588: MR. O. NO.Q . Why are we here?MR. O
Page 589 and 590: MR. M. May I explain?MR. O. [to Mis
Page 591 and 592: Do you mean what we feel that we kn
Page 593 and 594: Q . I find that the answers are eve
Page 595 and 596: MR. O. Yes. Why not? You may . . .
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Page 599: MR. O. Well, who could say that?MIS
Page 603 and 604: MR. O. [to Miss Q.] Well, do you un
Page 605 and 606: MISS Q. NO.MR. O. Then you remember
Page 607 and 608: MR. R. By trying and trying, one ca
Page 609 and 610: MISS C. I do not belong to myself.
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Page 613 and 614: MR. O. For some people.MRS. U. Is i
Page 615 and 616: MISS I. Have there been any real qu
Page 617 and 618: MR. O. Maybe, maybe not. I don't se
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Page 621 and 622: MR. O. You must try.MRS. F. How can
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Page 625 and 626: MR. O. I can only envy this man or
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Page 631 and 632: MR. O. Well, you have to do somethi
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Page 635 and 636: MR. O. When you remember? Quite rig
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