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A Record of Meetings held by P.D. Ouspensky - HolyBooks.com

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Wednesday. October 2nd 1935.MR. B. When I try to stop negative emotions something crops up inmyself which says: If I stop expressing these emotions I shall be more<strong>com</strong>fortable. When I started out to try it was in order to save energy.What is the cause <strong>of</strong> this and what can I do about it?MR. O. Cause <strong>of</strong> what?MR. B. Cause <strong>of</strong> change <strong>of</strong> attitude?MR. O. Where is change <strong>of</strong> attitude?MISS C. Why is it that when I am doing something, such as walking, Ihave the feeling <strong>of</strong> watching myself?MR. O. That is what you should do.MRS. M. I constantly find myself playing a role, against my consciouswishes and efforts. Will you help me to understand what part <strong>of</strong> medoes this and how to check it?MR. O. It is necessary first to know all your roles. When you knowthem all, then we can speak about it.MRS. M. How can 1 give up my will?MR. O. It is necessary first to find what you call your will. Then wecan discuss it.MRS. H. When one self-remembers does one stop the whole machinefor that moment, and should not one be able to do something forthe machine then, that one cannot do when it is going at its usualspeed?MR. O. Self-remembering is an additional function. It is really a statebut it begins as function. Only it is additional.MRS. H. I don't understand the difference between personality andfalse personality. Is false personality a large imaginary 'I'?MR. O. It is imaginary 'I'.MRS. S. The desire to succeed in whatever one undertakes must begood, because without it one makes no effort to attain one's aim. Yetthe stronger the desire to succeed is, the more intense are the negativeemotions <strong>of</strong> anger and disappointment when one fails. Is it possible to

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