Dissertation - World Federation of Music Therapy

#6
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#7
14.1
Has felt really bad! Like
being totally down, at
the bottom of the pit.
Sad. Can’t see the light
ahead. What about Xmas,
the examns,
parties?
Status. She is exlicit
about our relationship.
Fine!
Dilemma: needs
empowerment, but
maybe there’s too much
fighting?
FOCUS: Being with the
sadness and see what
happens.
Feeling better. reports 2
dreams:
Body relaxation.
Breathing. Allow
emotions and moods
to emerge. Lad the
music mix up with
the sadness.
Body relaxation.
Breathing.
1.Marcello
2.Rodrigo
3.Grieg
4.Dvorak Larghetto
5.Bach Prelude e flat
6.Brahms Violin
Concerto, 2nd.
7.Bach Double
Concerto, 2nd
49’
1.Resphigi (Rome..)
2.Debussy
POST: Difficult - to get anywhere!
MANDALA: An eye, a chink to peer through – and into. A pupa. Colours:
Yellow, chess b/w. the tangle, green leaves, red.
Theme: Change the perspective. Explore, investigate, differentiate. Going
into the tangle without being afraid. Necessary to get a fresh view ... of the
world and oneself! Heorine’s journey? (Cd provided)
1. Standing at the bottom of the tub. A white lily falls down. Beutiful
in contrast to the rusty red. There’s a long way up...
2. Glimpses of blue sky. Sprinkling water. I am in waterfall. The
jungle. Eyes observing me. What? I am an ice cube. Cracks. I step
out. Light blue dress. Feel calm. I am being blown away, upwards,
towards the sky. White clouds, a long way down.
3. Something big is taking care of me. A swan brings me down to
earth. Like a fast movie – that cracks.
4. I grasp it and looks around. A lady is very eager to involve me in
the film. A pink dress with train. I go in and look at an abyss –
5.
lava-like.
I am a feather falling. A smell of something burning, and of blood
(the bag of blood, I see myself in hospital bed without hair, not
nice). The lave has hardened. Darkness
6. I am being drawn further down. Can’t get any further. Green, big
snake is going to help me. There’s a spiral I can use to walk
upwards. Up to the head. Goes behind the sad eyes. I see an
engine room or laboratory. Exciting, I’m curious.
7. They are very busy in there, behind the glass. A handle. I grasp it
and steam is let out in beautiful colours. They fill the whole room.
I get out of the snake’s nostrils.
POST: The experience of reaching the absolute bottom, can’t get worse. A
new way of ’getting up’ emerges. Slow down!
MANDALA x 2: The snake + lava and the steam. – A turning point?
1. Face vanishes -> black hole. Sadness. Head is gone. Wish? See what
the emptiness might contain? Flies into the black hole. There’s a teddy