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Disc<br />

OK<br />

#7<br />

5.2.<br />

Disc<br />

OK<br />

related to cancer! Is that<br />

a problem (for you)?<br />

No. Life story issues:<br />

many rough<br />

experiences: Two<br />

divorces + having<br />

cancer within the last 5<br />

ys. 1st husband was and<br />

is an alcoholic. I<br />

welcome her question –<br />

as related to the<br />

powerful existential<br />

energies and issues<br />

emerging in the<br />

sessions. About defense<br />

maneouvers: good and<br />

bad. Here and now:<br />

serenity since last<br />

session integrated in<br />

every day life. Yet anger<br />

yesterday!<br />

Tired after a long day<br />

teching and leading a<br />

course at CVU. Looked<br />

forward to coming.<br />

FOCUS: Meet myself.<br />

Embrace myself. Be in<br />

contact with the free<br />

zone (= neutrality).<br />

emotions to be with<br />

you – with special<br />

awareness <strong>of</strong> your<br />

wish for<br />

reconciliation...<br />

Induction is on the<br />

tape.<br />

7. Brahms Violin C<br />

8. Bach Double C<br />

33’<br />

PEAK<br />

EXPERIENCE<br />

1.Beethoven<br />

2.Vivaldi<br />

3.Bach<br />

4.Fauré<br />

5.Wagner<br />

(3’) + I: 5’ + 30’<br />

up. Huge wings. Grey. A golden sun rises over the horizon – wings fly<br />

in that direction. Lingering – that’s what I want.<br />

2. Sadness. An elephant. It is huge and tired, moves heavily. The battle is<br />

lost (the battle about managing everything). I am the elephant. It will be<br />

shot. They’ve given it up. A lotus. Confidence = The lotus shows that<br />

someone holds his hand over… I can see it. That’s safe.<br />

3. Even when it is utterly alone… there is a cub, a giraffe and more<br />

animals. It will NOT be shot! A whole herd appears. A comfortable<br />

tempo, no hurry. I am both involved and observing. No wiping them out<br />

this time. A happy bumble bee. Nice when there is both calmness and<br />

tempo/life.<br />

4. Insects in the hey. My field <strong>of</strong> vision is divided. Grey nothing on the<br />

left. Some stripes <strong>of</strong> light from the left corner. A spruce cone. Beautiful,<br />

fertile, torn and used. Not perfect – maybe the cone is me?<br />

POST: I guess it is me, like in the old Thorbjørn Egner song “Maybe it’s<br />

you, maybe it’s me, maybe it’s twedelidee”. MANDALA with three fields.<br />

1) lotus, 2 ) cone, 3) free zone. Very clear.<br />

6. The music makes me feel sentimental. I turn a round, see myself.<br />

Wearing a red blouse. Wings. The first ‘me’ reaches out in joy, the<br />

other “me” observes.<br />

7. A dragons jaw. The ‘other’ is consumed by the flames. I thought we<br />

should be united, but it was cleansing first. A jolly puppy. Powerful<br />

music. Sunrise.<br />

8. Resurrection. Someone holds the globe. A crocodile – wanted to eat<br />

somebody. A small bashful sparrow on its nose. Sad music (< cresc.)<br />

Power. I want to conduct the music, and I do it.<br />

9. <strong>Music</strong> from God, through a tunnel to me. Light up to him.

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