Dissertation - World Federation of Music Therapy

Disc:
Only
10’ !*
#8
29.1.
Ikke
optage
t!
1) A baby’s head
without body. Was
giving birth, but it was
interrupted -> son being
arrested. Tiresome
mood.
2) baby + toddler must
be protected against
ghost: I contact the
ghost -> the danger is
gone. The tiresome
mood is gradually
released.
FOCUS: Curious about
the bodyless head.
Hoplelesness and
sadness. Bowel pains.
Cancer damages.
Control time coming up,
fears stomi, that
boyfriend can’t cope
with it and that she can’t
finish the education.
”Saying farewell”?
FOCUS: Wishing to see
the light: light green
beeches, anemones,
fresh sea air – amidst the
Allow a state of
wondering – feel the
head in your hands...
Fresh sea air,
energizing light ->
goes through the
body from tip to toe.
3.Cesnokov
4.Pachelbel
5.Bach Double C.
10’ (Recording stops
in Debussy*)
Pastorale +
Shostakovich
1.Debussy
2.Liadov
3.Venus
4.Grieg x 2
5.Shostakovich
bear, not mine. Soft and firm. I just watch. Brightness.
2. Sunrise. Slowly pulling the curtain away. I am up in the air. Teddy
bear falls down. Afraid. Takes it in arms. Engulfed in a barren land. A
lake. Faces under water. What’s important for you? The hair. Don’t
want to go so deep.
3. I AM there and look up. Wants to get up there. Head is too heavy.
Snake inside. Decay. Sadness. The hair is back.
4. Let the music guide you... to where you need to go. Fishes. Up to the
surface. Fresh salty water. Fresh air. I can breathe. A new landscape.
Mountains, snow, a gletcher. Ice lands ind the ocean with great noise.
(Deep breathing) The fish is swimming.
5. Greenlanders (Inuits). I don’t understand them. Can you use other
senses? Absolutely basic: I step out of the fish and becomes me. A
fire, a meal. Simple and uncomplicated. They are happy. Serenity.
POST: Images and symbols are discussed in great detail – and compared
to material from previous sessions. Aware of the change: let something
putrify and take the rest (the hair = vitality) with you. Simple life is simple
(like rowing the kayak). Sloughing / stepping out of the fish -> being me. I
have still not accepted the body with all its defects.
1. The forest, beeches, anemones. Shadows and light. I want to move. A
hammock. Something falls down. Searching. White handkerchief with
blondes.
2. Soaking wet. A warm rug. Being hugged. 4-5 ys old girl, abandoned.
3. Suitcase with teddy bear and pictures. Cosy memories of deceased
family members and friends. Hugging the bear. No skin, crimpy wool.
4.
Blackbird building a nest. // I am in the nest. A long way down. A
hunter. Afraid. He takes me down.
5. I clap his dog. Good to be found. Dancing, lovely. Threats are outside
the circle. Less space. Calmness. Totally wrapped up.
POST: Some aspects of myself disappear – upwards! Mandala: Green
colours in a spiral. The hunter is a powerful/positive symbol. The
progression is discussed: move from the shadow in the hammock,