Dissertation - World Federation of Music Therapy

#5
3.1.03
Disc
OK
#6
15.1.
Review of #4: a crucial
session!
A new goal:
Reconciliation with
myself (integration of
opposites)
FOCUS: Turn around
and face ... myself!
Reconciliation.
INLA raises the issue:
’We don’t talk much
about my psyche as
Body relaxation.
feeling warmth. Be
aware of youself on a
grey ’neytral’ plain.
God is there – and
some pink.
FOCUS: Confidence.
Body, breathing,
allow all moods and
6. Rhosymedre
7. Berlioz
8. Puccini
9. Massenet
10. Bach Double C.
I: 3’ + 30’ + 7’
(Postl.)
5. Komm süsser
Tod x 2
6. Mein Jesu
small / huge cathedral.
8.Pink again. Mole with wings. Neutral mood. A snake. Threatening
potential. help it close its mouth.
9.A leaf waving on streaming water. The child sleeps quietly. A new
quiet stream. Parcels in gold.
POST: Examination of Dictionary of Symbols: the eagle and the snake. All
new for INLA. A lot to think about. Great experience! MANDALA: Pink
balloon/embryo surrounded by orange life. A new view of myself?
1. Sunrise. Life-giving purple light. I am busy running, running to escape
myself: it is hard and exhausting. Anything you want to do?
2. Stop it! ?Anything preventing you from stopping? No, I guess I will do
it all of a sudden! Stop and turn my head, body doesn’t follow. The fine
light is helpful, but not sufficient. I must do it myself. Loneliness = a
yellow column / a core in me // consuming fire. Music comes to rescue
me: pink swans, duvets. Ahh. Wonderful, but also escapism. It won’t
last. Connection?… yes things are connected – they are opposites, but
one is an escape from the other!
3. Music wants to do me good. A kaleidoscope: pearls finding their place
in a new patterns. Nothing is missing.
4. Aha. That’s how it is. I’ll take cognizance of it. I am a bird, created to
let the winds carry me. That’s brilliant. I’m playing, not going
anywhere. No goals. On my own, but not alone. Unproductive in a
positive sense. A small pixy is crawling upwards to the sky. A swallow
of prey catches the pixy and flies away with it, out of my view. That’s
OK with me. Roger – over – and out!
POST: A feeling of emptiness, like when a book is finished. Irritation Allow
yourself to be in the emptiness. You don’t need take any initiatives right
now! A total balance-of-nothing. That is certainly a new feeling.
1.
MANDALA: The swallow carries the pixy away – gone!
I’m curious: what does the music want to give me? A requiem? Like a
coffin being carried in slow tempo, in a black mood… but also caring,
feet carefully being sat down and lifted again. // Serenity. I wrap myself