NO more relationships with 'girls next door'!; - after TWO in the 'Priory Street Posse'!

ewriting and refining it, with a Third Edition back in July,
around when I met Julie – tidied up and with a new
appendix about alternative existing ‘proofs that God
Exists’. So this current round of emailing and posting
parcels to Journals in Philosophy of Religion, Philosophy of
Science, Religious Studies and above all latterly, the rich
field of Science and Religion – at long last is of a finished
product I am totally happy with. Several of the latter
emails are to rich American Institutes who give huge
bequests for such research. Have I finally struck a rich
vein of gold in my vain so far search for those elusive
‘millions’ that the Martian Anthropologist, a chief
antagonist in fact for finalising my book and perfecting it
back in July, stated, which I agree with, should be my just
reward for my heroic endeavours in providing just such a
comprehensive proof by finishing this book against horrific
odds? I should know far better inside two weeks – or
even just one week! Also inside two weeks I should have
had a visit from the IET local representative Colin and
possibly his colleague Peter – and know where I stand
with them giving me a grant towards some or even all of
my outstanding £4,200 credit card debt. If they pay all of
it off, I will save about £70 a month – 8% of my income!
If they don’t pay any or just some, will my Father
seriously carry out of his threat of blackmail – making me
give up smoking, a vital part of my medication – in return
for financial help to complete what the IET start, or fail to
start?
3. Police matters – my ongoing appeal to the IPCC.
Tabitha is ringing the IPCC caseworker in ten days or so,
to chase up her and my appeal to them. There will be
some news then – even possibly an immediate decision,
judging by the time I rang the caseworker on my previous
appeal. This time they may just turn us down, which is
‘final’ though last time I asked their director to intervene –
at Tabitha’s suggestion. If they agree there is substance
to Tabitha’s – quite excellent I thought – statement of
appeal; she says they will most probably ask the police to
re-investigate the original case with the substance of our
original statement and now our appeal given much more
credence… If (after another three months – Christmas?)
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