NO more relationships with 'girls next door'!; - after TWO in the 'Priory Street Posse'!

Thursday 28 th ward round – no leave still. Staff buy me things
from shops. Monday 3 rd March Ward round – start getting half
an hour escorted leave a day. Tuesday 4 th March – a second
opinion doctor has been brought in as it is past the three
months of my Section 3 – and gets me to agree readily to have
a 5mg PRN depot of procyclidine to have with my haldol depot.
I get quite excited as I have had the two together a long long
time ago – and feel ‘they’ may be onto some kind of answer to
the toxic effects I get once they raise the dose of haldol to the
full 150mg not 100mg a fortnight as planned!
Thursday 6 th March-Wednesday 12 th March 2008.
Event 1. Got to the Friday 7 th and got toxic withdrawal
symptoms from my 100mg depot given the Monday week
appearing to run out. Explained this to Dr Maslim, who came
up specially to see me about this, and he readily agreed to give
me next Monday’s scheduled 150 mg depot now – along with
the 5mg prn depot of procyclidine agreed earlier in the week,
two inches apart in my backside, just as I had taken it years
earlier. Very excited, I noticed no need for any de-tox from the
usual toxic surge that weekend, from that high a dose, my
usual dose in the community. As we see, there was only a tiny
toxic kick two weekends later after the next depot, explaining
why I was returned to Mymms Open Ward shortly after that.
That was not the end of the story – see concerning the events
of May later on! Event 2. Ward round Monday – given half an
hour unescorted leave by Dr Kurmani, now herself at last back
from leave the whole time I had been there. However, I had a
lot to catch up on while stuck on that ward for nearly three
weeks, so stayed up town all of three hours! The police
interviewed me as a ‘returned by myself – so low grade’
missing person – and naturally I lost my half hour leave till the
next ward round!
Thursday 13 th March-Wednesday 19 th March 2008. The next
ward round came on the Thursday. I explained I had had a lot
to do at the shops, and needed to do more still. Dr Kurmani
listened, reinstated my half hour unescorted leave – and gave
me two hours escorted for the next Saturday 15 th – to be taken
with Sarata, my named nurse. Indeed, on Saturday, I visited
so many shops so quickly with Sarata that Saturday after
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