NO more relationships with 'girls next door'!; - after TWO in the 'Priory Street Posse'!

umptious, utterly self-opinionated with 1984, Big Brother
Attitude, Josie, totally upset me on Saturday afternoon, when
she reacted when I told her I had helped Julie with money
yesterday, with the bizarrely Nazi psexistricskter casual remark
‘you MUST never ever help your friends’. What, never give
them a birthday present even??? I paid the bills, leaving me
nearly nothing again, to my astonishment! I had received two
copies of ‘Scientific Proof that God Exists’ in the post a week or
so ago, and now corrected one final major page layout and two
small spacing problems – and ordered just one final proof copy
– causing yet more minor expense. I also treated myself to
two pipes and some lovely ‘black and brown’ pipe tobacco at
Gays’ newsagent in Hertford, and some shopping and more Pall
Mall red cigarettes at Tesco there. I had finally had enough of
months of being broke, and applied on the Internet for a
£5,000 loan – to be told on the phone that yes, it could be
considered! I took Julie for a meal that night too, and cancelled
out her £50 debt to me, so she got a total of £120 from me
that weekend – nearly a week’s benefit – so I was again broke
and past my overdraft limit thanks to helping even more broke
her, despite receiving £308+149+183 = £640 that weekend!
On Sunday Julie cooked us two chicken Kievs, and I ordered a
second account with Argent Solutions for the second PC in the
quiet room in the afternoon, then had difficulty with the buses
until I got to the QE2 at 7.15 and installed it. I left it
downloading Windows Service Pack 2 on the right hand PC,
with instructions to one particular fairly computer oriented
fellow patient that if that failed – to restart the download.
Eventually next week he told me he did just that the following
morning, Monday – and at long last it worked!
Monday 3 rd – Sunday 9 th December 2007. A quiet week ensued
entirely on leave apart from a trip back to the QEII for the ward
round on Wednesday to hear as expected it had been renewed.
I was rudely awoken at 2.30pm by my CPN Jackie, who had not
bothered to telephone first, typically arrogant of the Aggressive
Outreach Team – particularly while I was under a Section 3
Order! As I tried to wake up from a deep sleep and make
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