NO more relationships with 'girls next door'!; - after TWO in the 'Priory Street Posse'!

interval between depot injections of the horrible ‘tranquillizer’
haloperidol, because I was in fact totally disturbed and made
very restless rather than tranquil by its awful side effects. Just
like last year, O’Sullivan gave me a lecture about ‘taking the
prescribed dose or you will definitely relapse with “your
mania”’. I took this on the chin, although as we will be seeing I
was under massive and increasing stress, and her consequent
threats of ‘hospital and yet another Section 3’ only served to
stress me out even more! After this 15 minute summary
meeting, Julie said how horrified she had been at how brutally
dominating that O’Sullivan had been – so she had kept quiet
out of astonishment throughout!
I had started to suspect that there might have been an attempt
at identity theft on top of the bank fraud last week, so had
changed all my passwords on the Internet – thinking to myself
– ‘back in July, did that “Paul the Arrogant” barefacedly hack
my Paypal password when he invaded my flat one Sunday?’
Indeed when I tried to log onto my Paypal account, I could not
clearly remember the last password I had put in, to this my
only money-based Internet account apart from www.lulu.com –
so sent them some explicit emails directly, none really
answered except to say ‘log in with your password’ even though
I kept saying in emails I could not remember what it was! I
must have worried them enough with emails mentioning fraud
squads and their and police reference numbers to absolutely
guarantee they marked my account as ‘fraud-positive’ so as
there was no money in it anyway I will never use it again. My
concern was somebody (‘Arrogant’?) had hacked the password
having got the account username from my machine? If they
got into my account it held all my bank account and card
details…!
On Tuesday I rang the Barclays fraud squad and corrected my
entry on their form about other people accessing my computer,
to say only Paul had had lots of time on it, whereas previously
unthinkingly I had put down ‘nobody’! I rang Tabitha and again
chased up the Essex police complaint; and rang the IET
Benevolent Fund, chasing up yet again my longstanding
request for help with my credit card bills. There was still no
news in response to either call!
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