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— Democracy Project — rohani. Sebentar lagi kenyataan akan menangkapku dan aku belum tahu bagaimana ssaat itu harus kuhadapi. Saat itu adalah saat yang paling pahit. 20 April 1970 Soal Makan Aku makan untuk tidak makan. Bagiku makan adalah tugas yang harus segera diselesaikan supaya lekas dilupakan. 19 Mei 1970 Pertama Kali ke Jakarta, Pada Umur 28 Perjalananku ke Jakarta yang pertama tanggal 1 Agustus 1970. Berangkat Sabtu sore jam 17.25 dan sampai di Gambir jam 4.30 Ahad pagi. Hari ahad aku pergi ke Pasar Cibulan, Blok A, Museum Gajah, Sarinah, Taman Ismail Marzuki. Hari senin kupergi menjumpai Arief Budiman, sayang tidak jumpa; terus ke Manggarai, Tanjung Priuk, Banteng (lihat tugu), Masjid Istiqlal, Istana Merdeka, Jakarta Fair/APHD, Tosari, jalan-jalan di Thamrin dan akhirnya lihat-lihat gedung kedutaan. Hari Selasa menjumpai Arief Budiman, kemudian ke Toko Buku Gunung Agung, TIM (Taufiq Ismail), Gedung Pola, Diponegoro 16, Grogol, Jatinegara, Cililitan, Pasar Senen dan terus ke Rawamangun. Hari Rabu menjumpai Umar Kayam, terus ke Iwan Simatupang (pemakaman? Ed.), Balai Budaya, KAK- KAMI, kemudian ke Bogor (Kehutanan, Kebun Raya, IPB), 348 Pergolakan Pemikiran Islam
— Democracy Project — baik ke Jakarta ke Masjid ARH, Kompleks UI, akhirnya ke Manggarai (urusan mesin tik). Hari Kamis ke Ciniru, Al-Azhar, Gambir, Jalan Jaksa 15 A, Sarinah, Cawang (menjumpai Djoko dan Dawam), terakhir ke Blok M dan Majestik. Hari Jum’at aku istirahat dan bersiap-siap, sayonara buat kakak, mbakyu, rekan-rekan, adik-adik (Wiwien, Sonny, Atik, Diah); berangkat dari Gambir jam 18.25 Hari Sabtu pagi jam 6.30 tiba di Tugu Yogya. Perjalanan ke Jakarta yang punya banyak arti! 9 Agustus 1970 Kuatir Kehilangan Orang yang Dicintai Dari seorang tetangganya yang masih kawanku juga, aku mendengar bahwa dia telah berpacaran. Aku terkejut dan cemas mendengarnya, walaupun kekuatiran akan hal itu sudah lama terlintas di hatiku. Baru tiga hari yang lalu aku bermimpi bertemu dia. Dalam mimpi dia masih tetap manja seperti dulu juga. Tapi entah karena apa, justeru itulah yang menarik perhatianku: kemanjaannya dan ketinggihatinya. Mudah-mudahan cerita kawanku itu tidak benar. Aku mengharap semoga dia cukup mengerti maksud hatiku dan mau menunggu sampai aku merasa yakin akan masa depanku. Aku sadar, bahwa bagaimanapun juga aku berusaha “menjauh sementara” dari dia, namun hatiku tak bisa diajak serta. Aku selalu kuatir kehilangan dia. Dan aku tidak mampu berbuap apa-apa untuk melenyapkan kekuatiran ini. Aku tidak berdaya. Pribadi yang Selalu Gelisah 349
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