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George Orwell 1 9 8 4<br />
'I hated the sight of you,' he said. 'I wanted to rape<br />
you and then murder you afterwards. Two weeks<br />
ago I thought seriously of smashing your head in<br />
with a cobblestone. If you really want to know, I<br />
imagined that you had something to do with the<br />
Thought Police.'<br />
The girl laughed delightedly, evidently taking this<br />
as a tribute to the excellence of her disguise.<br />
'Not the Thought Police! You didn't honestly think<br />
that?'<br />
'Well, perhaps not exactly that. But from your<br />
general appearance—merely because you're young<br />
and fresh and healthy, you understand—I thought<br />
that probably—'<br />
'You thought I was a good Party member. Pure in<br />
word and deed. Banners, processions, slogans,<br />
games, community hikes all that stuff. And you<br />
thought that if I had a quarter of a chance I'd<br />
denounce you as a thought-criminal and get you<br />
killed off?'<br />
'Yes, something of that kind. A great many young<br />
girls are like that, you know.'<br />
'It's this bloody thing that does it,' she said, ripping<br />
off the scarlet sash of the Junior Anti-Sex League<br />
and flinging it on to a bough. Then, as though<br />
touching her waist had reminded her of something,<br />
she felt in the pocket of her overalls and produced<br />
a small slab of chocolate. She broke it in half and<br />
gave one of the pieces to Winston. Even before he<br />
had taken it he knew by the smell that it was very<br />
unusual chocolate. It was dark and shiny, and was<br />
wrapped in silver paper. Chocolate normally was<br />
dull-brown crumbly stuff that tasted, as nearly as<br />
one could describe it, like the smoke of a rubbish<br />
fire. But at some time or another he had tasted<br />
chocolate like the piece she had given him. The<br />
first whiff of its scent had stirred up some memory<br />
which he could not pin down, but which was<br />
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— Te odiaba. Quería abusar de ti y luego<br />
asesinarle. Hace dos semanas pensé seriamente<br />
romperte la cabeza con una piedra. Si quieres<br />
saberlo, te diré que te creía en relación con la<br />
Policía del Pensamiento.<br />
La muchacha se reía encantada, tomando aquello<br />
como un piropo por lo bien que se había<br />
disfrazado.<br />
— ¡La Policía del Pensamiento!, qué ocurrencias.<br />
No es posible que lo creyeras.<br />
— Bueno, quizá no fuera exactamente eso. Pero,<br />
por tu aspecto... quizá por tu juventud y por lo<br />
saludable que eres; en fin, ya comprendes, creí que<br />
probablemente...<br />
— Pensaste que era una excelente afiliada. Pura en<br />
palabras y en hechos. Estandartes, desfiles,<br />
consignas, excursiones colectivas y todo eso. Y<br />
creíste que a las primeras de cambio te denunciaría<br />
como criminal mental y haría que te mataran.<br />
— Sí, algo así... Ya sabes que muchas chicas son<br />
de ese modo.<br />
— La culpa la tiene esa porquería —dijo Julia<br />
quitándose el cinturón rojo de la liga Anti—Sex y<br />
tirándolo a una rama, donde quedó colgado. Luego,<br />
como si el tocarse la cintura le hubiera recordado<br />
algo, sacó del bolsillo de su «mono» una tableta de<br />
chocolate. La partió por la mitad y le dio a Winston<br />
uno de los pedazos. Antes de probarlo, ya sabía él<br />
por el olor que era un chocolate muy poco<br />
frecuente. Era oscuro y brillante, envuelto en papel<br />
de plata. El chocolate, corrientemente, era de un<br />
color castaño claro y desmigajaba con gran<br />
facilidad; y en cuanto a su sabor, era algo así como<br />
el del humo de la goma quemada. Pero alguna vez<br />
había probado chocolate como el que ella le daba<br />
ahora. Su aroma le había despertado recuerdos que<br />
no podía localizar, pero que lo turbaban