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The Individual, Auto/biography and History in South Africa

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moved <strong>in</strong>to Gool’s newly rented house <strong>in</strong> Milan Street, on the edge of District Six. In the<br />

early 1940s, Jane Gool had acquired a special emotional place <strong>in</strong> Tabata’s life as someone<br />

who “knew she could hurt me”. 46 Tabata <strong>and</strong> Gool were certa<strong>in</strong>ly comrades <strong>and</strong> lovers.<br />

Taylor, on the other h<strong>and</strong>, was married to psychologist <strong>and</strong> fellow WPSA member, J.G.<br />

Taylor, with whom she had three daughters, Sheila, Muriel <strong>and</strong> Doreen. Apart from<br />

Tabata <strong>and</strong> Taylor’s immersion <strong>in</strong> other long‐term relationships, the 1950s were also a<br />

time of the absolute legal prohibition of sexual relations between black <strong>and</strong> white.<br />

Even though both Tabata <strong>and</strong> Taylor were <strong>in</strong>volved <strong>in</strong> long‐term relations, the <strong>in</strong>tensity<br />

of their political, <strong>in</strong>tellectual, cultural <strong>and</strong> literary exchanges spilled over <strong>in</strong>to the<br />

doma<strong>in</strong> of the heart, <strong>and</strong> from the late 1940s, they began to acknowledge the depth of<br />

their feel<strong>in</strong>gs for each other. <strong>The</strong>y had already become each other’s sound<strong>in</strong>g board by<br />

the mid‐1940s, <strong>and</strong> dur<strong>in</strong>g Taylor’s travels, she was moved to report <strong>in</strong> detail to Tabata<br />

on her experiences <strong>and</strong> observations. 47 In 1948, Taylor undertook an extensive research<br />

visit to Bechuanal<strong>and</strong>, Johannesburg <strong>and</strong> Basutol<strong>and</strong> at the same time as Tabata set out<br />

for the Transkei. At this time, her need for Tabata as a confidant had become more<br />

urgent. She kept an almost daily journal of descriptions, analyses <strong>and</strong> observations,<br />

which she wrote specifically for Tabata. In addition, Taylor recorded her anxieties <strong>and</strong><br />

emotions wrought by their separation:<br />

My B, I now know to the full the tricks which time plays dur<strong>in</strong>g<br />

separation, with no means of communication. <strong>The</strong> gap of time<br />

does not bear description. And it has the effect which fall<strong>in</strong>g<br />

must have, it paralyses the whole be<strong>in</strong>g, feel<strong>in</strong>g, memory,<br />

imag<strong>in</strong>ation, perhaps <strong>in</strong> self‐defence. I know what happens to<br />

you <strong>in</strong> this respect when you go out. I have said: “Do you<br />

‘Artists’ birthday calendar, 1993’ (Johannesburg: Fuba Academy, 1992); Elza Miles, Lifel<strong>in</strong>e out of <strong>Africa</strong>:<br />

<strong>The</strong> Art of Ernest Mancoba, Cape Town & Johannesburg: Human <strong>and</strong> Rousseau, 1994; Ernest Mancoba<br />

to Claire Goodlatte, 21 October 1936, Workers Party of <strong>South</strong> <strong>Africa</strong> Papers).<br />

46 In the late 1930s <strong>and</strong> early 1940s, Tabata also showed a fleet<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>terest <strong>in</strong> Jane Gool’s sister, M<strong>in</strong>nie,<br />

who he liked for her “open‐heartedness” <strong>and</strong> “joviality”. After all, it was M<strong>in</strong>nie Gool who first met<br />

Tabata <strong>in</strong> the library of the Liberman Institute <strong>in</strong> Hanover Street, District Six, <strong>and</strong> <strong>in</strong>troduced him to<br />

her sister Jane <strong>and</strong> brother, Goolam. (I.B. Tabata, ‘Brutality: Yes, Brutality of man’, Private journal<br />

entry, c.1941, I.B. Tabata Collection, BC 925; Ciraj Rassool, <strong>in</strong>terview with Am<strong>in</strong>a Gool, 13 July 1993).<br />

47 One such occasion was her detailed letter to Tabata about her visit to a Johannesburg m<strong>in</strong>e<br />

compound <strong>in</strong> 1944, which she had undertaken as part of her general research on the political economy<br />

of <strong>Africa</strong>n lives. See Dora Taylor to I.B. Tabata, 24 July 1944, I.B. Tabata Collection, BC 925.<br />

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