Sri Rama Charita Manasa - Shri Sita Ram Foundation, USA

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satihi sasoca jåni bæaketµu, kah∂° kathå su≈dara sukha hetµu.
baranata pa≈tha bibidha itihåså, bisvanåtha pahu° ce kailåså.3.
taha° puni sa≈bhu samujhi pana åpana, bai¢he ba¢a tara kari kamalåsana.
sa≈kara sahaja sarµupu samhårå, lågi samådhi akha≈Œa apårå.4.
Sat∂ felt perturbed in Her heart at the thought of what She had done; and the
extent of Her anxiety could neither be gauged nor described. She realized that Lord
›iva is a supremely unfathomable ocean of mercy, hence He did not openly declare
Her fault. From the attitude of ›a∆kara, however, She judged that the Lord had
abandoned Her, and felt disturbed in Her heart. Conscious of Her guilt She could not
utter a word of protest; but all the while Her heart smouldered like a furnace. Perceiving
the sad look of Sat∂, ›iva (who has a bull emblazoned on His standard) narrated
beautiful stories in order to divert Her mind. Relating various legends while on His way,
the Lord of the universe, ›iva, reached Kailåsa. Then, recalling His vow, ›ambhu sat
down there under a banyan tree in the Yogic pose known as Padmåsana (the pose of
a lotus). ›a∆kara communed with His own Self and passed into an unbroken and
indefinitely long Samådhi (trance). (1ó4)
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Do.: sat∂ basahiÚ kailåsa taba adhika socu mana måhiÚ,
maramu na koµu jåna kachu juga sama divasa siråhiÚ.58.
Then Sat∂ dwelt in Kailåsa, Her mind grievously sorrowing. Nobody knew anything
about what was going on in Her mind; but the days hung heavy on Her like so many
Yugas or ages. (58)
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‚Ù »§‹È ◊ÙÁ„U Á’œÊÃÊ° ŒËã„UÊ – ¡Ù ∑§¿ÈU ©UÁøà ⁄U„UÊ ‚Ùß ∑§Ëã„UÊH
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¡ı¥ ◊Ù⁄apple¥U Á‚fl ø⁄UŸ ‚Ÿapple„ÍU – ◊Ÿ ∑˝§◊ ’øŸ ‚àÿ ’˝ÃÈ ∞„ÍUH 4H
Cau.: nita nava socu sat∂ ura bhårå, kaba jaihau° dukha sågara pårå.
maiÚ jo k∂nha raghupati apamånå, puni patibacanu mæå kari jånå.1.
so phalu mohi bidhåtå° d∂nhå, jo kachu ucita rahå soi k∂nhå.
aba bidhi asa bµujhia nahiÚ toh∂, sa≈kara bimukha jiåvasi moh∂.2.
kahi na jåi kachu hædaya galån∂, mana mahu° råmahi sumira sayån∂.
jau° prabhu d∂nadayålu kahåvå, årati harana beda jasu gåvå.3.
tau maiÚ binaya karau° kara jor∂, chµu¢au begi deha yaha mor∂.
jau° more° siva carana sanehµu, mana krama bacana satya bratu ehµu.4.
The grief that preyed on Sat∂ís mind was ever new; for She did not know when She
would be able to cross the ocean of sorrow. ìI slighted the Lord of Raghus and again