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insights provided by feminist theory, the aim of this paper is to examine Atwood’s narrative of her<br />

life as a woman and writer in Negotiating with the Dead.<br />

Widely regarded as one of Canada’s best writers, Atwood has gained considerable success and<br />

acclaim as a novelist, poet and environmental activist. Throughout her prolific career, she has<br />

practiced writing not simply as a profession but also as a vocation. Margaret Atwood lists ten rules on<br />

writing:<br />

Writing is work. It’s also gambling. You don’t get a pension plan. Other people can help<br />

you a bit; but essentially you are on your own. Nobody is making you do this: you chose it,<br />

So don’t whine. 9<br />

It is important to observe that Atwood views writing as a complex activity with several sides to it.<br />

It requires toil and despite the effort a writer may put in to her work she still runs the risk of failure<br />

and financial hardship. It is at the same time a lonely activity; the writer is ultimately left to her own<br />

devices and is on her own when writing.Negotiating with the Dead emerged from a series of lectures<br />

Atwood was asked to deliver at the University of Cambridge. In Empson lectures, she remarks that<br />

“Writing itself was always bad enough, but writing about writing is surely worse, in the futility of<br />

development.” 10 Despite this disclaimer, the book is filled with many perceptive observations about<br />

writing and the role of the writer.<br />

In the introduction of Negotiating With the Dead Margaret Atwood mentions that usually the<br />

readers ask writers three questions. “Who are you? Why do you do it? Where does it come from?” 11<br />

She records that there may be endless reasons why people write: to record the world as she sees it,<br />

to please oneself because to create is human and to create is Godlike. A writer might also write to<br />

search for and come to an understanding of the reader and herself, to make a name that would<br />

survive after death, to defend a minority group,etc. Different writers may have different reasons for<br />

writing. On the other hand, reasons why a person is drawn to write may also change over time.<br />

Atwood helself asked other writers what it felt like to write. Many answered saying it was like<br />

being in a dark room or wading through deep water. The author summarizes:<br />

perhaps possibly then writing has to do with darkness and a desire or perhaps a<br />

compulsion to enter it, and with luck, to illuminate it, and to bring something backout to<br />

light. This book is about that kind of darkness or and about that kind of desire. 12<br />

In this sense, Atwood articulates an idea of writing as a venture into the darkness, the unknown.<br />

Behind this venture, motivating and triggering it is a desire to bring light into darkness, to make<br />

known the unknown. From this perspective, writing is a heroic and noble activity that is intimately<br />

related to and supportive of (wo)man’s search for meaning.<br />

While she records her feelings about becoming a writer, Atwood also records her feelings and<br />

reactions to World War II. Growing up at a time of global warfare undoubtedly had significant impact<br />

on the formation of her worldview and character. Atwood also states that “all writers are doubles<br />

because they live with two people; their everyday selves and their writer selves.” 13 In a way, then,<br />

the writer carries within herself a split personality.<br />

In her essay “The Other Side of Atwood”, Lara Braza observes that:<br />

Rather than making her self indulgentor excessively personal expose of how she has<br />

survived in the field, she deals with the most significant question of what it is for a writer<br />

to write. Her voice and personal ideas are stated as the point of view through which she<br />

sees the world, and she acknowledges that, so that we can understand the high level of<br />

subjectivity in the discourse. 14<br />

As Braza suggests, Atwood does not employ a narrative voice that highlights the trials and<br />

tribulations of her life as a writer. Rather than making use of drama and/or sensation, Atwood opts

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